Mascara Vs. Contact Lense

L'élan Vital Extremelash Mascara Duo

Oh..I love this product. I rasa I cantik kalau pakai mascara ini. Oh ho...sungguh perasan. But the only problem is, if I want to use the product I have to wear the lenses (no glasses allowed or your lashes keep wiping your glasses every times you blink your eyes . Trust me. he he he).

"Now you can achieve the glamorous 'fake lash' effect minus the hassle and pain" - quoted by Cosway

Erm..yes it did look liked fake lash. The mascara and amplifying fibre tu kena lah apply 2 or 3 times kalau nak dapat kan dramatic effect. The key thing of the products is the Amplifying Fibre. Amplifying Fibre ni yang bagi "Fake Lash Effect" sebenarnya. Benda ni tekstur dan warna macam kapas sikit. Yang mungkin berfungsi untuk menebalkan bulu mata. Hari tu pun I ada tengok cinapakai(tester) terus nampak "bulu mata palsu" itu. he he he ....Tapi bukan la se'effect' seperti bulumata pelsu Datin Sofiera yang dalam cerita SPA Q itu yer. Sesiapa yang berminat mekap-mekap, I am sure you'll love this product too. Believe me.:-)

*sorry for late updating mascara ni nyah.

Adakah anda merupakan seorang anak yang bertanggungjawab terhadap ibu dan bapa?

Entah kenapa, akhir-akhir ni saya merupakan seorang anak yang kurang bertanggungjawab terhadap keluarga. June 2009, officially saya tekad tak mau cari kerja lain selepas contract of employment dengan SATO discontinued. Dengan harapan (berbau kan niat) nak tolong business Abah. Nak belajar How to run my own business.

"Kalau kerja sendiri Ila, kite kene cari kerja...bukan kerja datang dekat kite. Kalau nak duit lebih, kene kerja extra. We are doing business are totally away from employed people" - Abah

Yes! I admit. First and the second weeks, I did feel the FIRE. Tapi, lama-lama percikan apinya makin kurang. Mungkin kerana arah pertukaran angin monsun dari bidang pembinaan ke arah oil & gas. Setelah selesa bermain-main dengan concrete, formwork, BQ , caci-maki dari client, tidur bawah meja office tiba-tiba kena tukar padang??? Ohh....saya amat merangkak. Valves, pipes, gratings, chemicals (yang aku amat kureng pemahamannya) dan berbagai-bagai lagi adalah amat baru bagi ku!!

Sungguh! 100% komitmen tak pernah diberi. Tapi, saya seronok bila diajak keluar, jumpa suppliers, jumpa client/potential cilent. Bila musuh? Hishh....betul orang cakap, business is a dirty business. Walaupun sesama Melayu dan walaupun sesama agama.

''Kalau abah nak senang, dari dulu abah dah main kotor. Abah pikir anak-anak Abah nak makan dengan duit yang Abah cari, tak sanggup Abah nak cari duit dengan cara yang 'mudah'. - Abah

Okay, sebagai seorang anak yang menggunakan alasan tidak mahu mencari pekerjaan lain untuk menolong seorang bapanya sendiri, termakbulkah segala hasrat nya itu? Sudahkah Ila? Erm...aku tahu padang permainan ini semakin kurang hijaunya.

Isk.. isk.. isk..

Trainer

Now, at 12:50 am Lan a.k.a my brand new kitten locked in the bathroom. he he he. He really needs the potty-train lah. Morning, noon & nite potty train once. (Since, the twice ''cenderahti'' incidents few days back!). I did ask my dad to buy a 'trainer' spray and he turnup bought this 'Johnson's puppy trainer' for RM28.00 @Pet shop, Pandan Indah. (The trainer suitable for puppy,kitten & rabbit as well)

The effectiveness? Erm, maybe...yet there is still a 'tiny' accident happened today. Kind of forgiven lah. I found,he refused to do it/'big job' in open space (I placed the litter tray under the kitchen sink during the day time). So he gave me no choice. I have to locked him in the bathroom to done his job. To use the trainer I did force his face towards the sprayed area so he can memorize where he have to do his job.

Lan, he is such a lovely kitten. I slept twice with hime in my lap just now. And, he slept in my Mak's lap just before I locked him in the bathroom! he he he.

My dad, feel unwell today. He blame the SPCA's environment caused him unwell (coughs). he he he. Pity Abah, why u don't blame your cigars?? It's a toxic!! Katakan TAK NAK kepada rokok! Aduihai...Abah...Abah....Seram Ila. Abah kind of merajuk with me, "Kalau kucing tu nak awak nak peluk-peluk. Abah nak peluk awak tak nak pun kan?" (Merajukkan bunyi nya?? he he he)

Kamu sangat Handsome!

Yay!!!

Pada 21/07/2009 saya telah berjaya mengambil 'anak kucing angkat' di SPCA Ampang. Sebab itulah blog ini tak dapat di'update kan. (Ceh...alasan!)

Lan name dia. (Sungguh klasik nama!Ya....ada apa dengan nama? he he he)

Okay, jantina jantan. Umur masih 2bulan+. Perwatakan???? Arghhh....Ini sangat frust!

Sejujurnya, bukan kucing ini yang berjaya menambat hati..tapi, Abah yang berkenan. Ikutkan saje la kehendak dia. Tapi, masa dalam kurungan, sangat-sangat manja. Siap gesek-gesek badan

dekat pagar besi itu!. Kira, boleh jatuh hati la sesape tengok pun.

Kucing yang pertama yang berjaya menambat hati sebenarnya, jantan juga, tapi umurnya dah 9bulan (masih kanak-kanak higusan tapi kalau dibandingkan dengan Lan dia lagi besar saiz, sangat aktif & agresif). Bulu, kelabu juga. Tapi agak tidak comel kalau dibandingkan dengan Lan.

Oh..saya tidak begitu meminati kucing jenis Parsi. Memang cantik..tapi....bulu itu??? aduss... kalau ada yang berminat, ada sekor Kucing Parsi, flat faced lagi tau.

Hari Pertama, perghh....Lan sangat kecut dan penakut sampai confuse pulak "Jantan ke Betina ni??''. He he he. Dia tak nak keluar dari carrier dia! (Maaf, kami tak da sangkar kucing. Ade

carrier tu aje. Itu pun beli di SPCA dengan harga RM50 *wink wink). Sempat memberi "cenderahati" di bawah kabinet dapur Mak! Adusss.....Suara dia kuat! Sampai Mak ingat dia menangis dalam carrier tu. Mungkin dia takut dengan perubahan tempat kot.

Hari ni, masih lagi takut dengan orang. Hari ni mula rasa tekanan. Abah cakap "Kucing awak ni terencat kot Ila" ha ha ha. Sungguh!! Sangat tak normal perilaku dia. Sempat jugak bagi ''cenderahati'' di bawah kabinet dapur Mak lagi..Aduss.....aku lah tukang cuci nya!

Tapi perwatakan dia kira ada perubahan sikit lah. Hari ni kuat tidur pulak dia. Kalau peluk-peluk, gosok-gosok kepala Lan, ajak tidur, mesti lelap. he he he ....hari ni dia kena mandi!! Dengan Dettol! Erk??? ha ha ha. Oh...lupa, ekor dia bulat. :-)

A Cat Letter

These past few weeks, I have been considering to pet a cat again!! Then, there was a bright yellow menthol pop-up above my head. Why should not I make an adoption? Am I right? Then, I Google SPCA website (Wah..suddenly became knowledgeable lah..he he he).

Okay, I may adopt a Cat but the big question mark is, how much do I have to pay if I want to take it (of course lah, nothings free nowadays kan?).

So, I did email the enquiry to them ask about this and that. And.....below, as per received. Enjoy you guys....maybe, this email (from SPCA) can guide me and those who have any curiosities on Cat (or dog) adoption program.

Thank you Miss Nicholai Tai for your such brilliant explaination...Ermmm...is it true? I heard rumors, the unadopted animal (cats/dogs) will get the unfortunate fortune there..is it true? pity....

**** The Letter *****

Dear Ila,

Thank you for your e-mail & it's a pleasure to hear from you!

We are delighted that you are considering adopting a companion from our shelter. We received many, many cats & kittens every month and not every single one of them is fortunate enough to find homes.

The adoption fees for male cats are RM100 and female cats are RM150. The adoption fees include their vaccination, deworming, and compulsory neutering. I would suggest that you come by to our shelter with your family and spend a bit of time interacting with our cats before you make the decision to adopt.

Please feel free to drop by and visit them from 9am-4pm everyday, including weekends and public holidays! For any further queries please feel free to contact us at 03-4256 4312.

We hope to see you soon ! Take care!

Warm Regards,

Nicole Tai
PR/Marketing Officer
SPCA Selangor
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Be Kind To Animals

Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals (SPCA Selangor)
A : Jalan Kerja Ayer Lama
68000 Ampang Jaya
T : 03-42565312 / 03-42535179
F : 03-42528382
E : enquiries@spca.org.my
W : www.spca.org.my

Happy Birthday Mak

..Happy 50th Birthday Mak..

Maaf yer, entry ini sepatutnya di buat pada 15 July,2009. Tetapi malang, Vitamin-M overdosed!

Pada hari itu, sesungguhnya semangatku amat meluap-luap untuk buat kek harijadi untuk bonda tercinta. Tapi malangnya, mak memang tak suka kek (sebenarnya semenjak dua ni, mak dah muak untuk menjadi tikus belanda untuk bagi komen hasil kek buatan ku itu. Ha ha ha)

Ok, sebabkan birthday mak..I tried to make it special jugak. Eventhough tak de la se'special mane pun. But, at least I tried ok.. dan hasilnya? Terciptalah ''Cocholate Chip Cookies". Banyak jugak dapat. Jadi, I ask my mum to bring to her office on the next day, so she can share it with her friends together.

Dalam cookies itu ada, white chocolate chips + strawberry chocolate chips + chocolate chunks. Nampak macam sedap tapi hasil yang kurang puas hati.

Now I know why the calculator left in my handbag for a long time

Damn!! It is 2:05a.m in the morning. Then, I still havn't completed my so-called Baju Kurung Moden's pola! Aish....So lazy @ss loh. he he he. Tomorrow's class (should be today lah), intended to join from 9:00am to 6:00p.m. Kalau tak siap jugak baju tuh..something wrong somewhere la tu...

I went to Sugar Craft class just now. It was fun. I manage to made my teddy bear (proudly said, the cutest amongst I think), the snow-man, the swan in the lake (err...this was bad), the roses & the butterflies (This was bad too).

Now me sompletely understand and don't have to wonder anymore whay those cupcakes including the sugar crafted (foundant etc) came out in the high peak prices. They are fussy loh. Need full of concerntration, I M I G I N A T I O N, Time and the priority is the patient. Wahh...Okay, I know I have to entered the photo while I am so-called modelling. But, to be thruth is I was a bit like FELDA-looked just now (as mention by Abah ha ha ha) and I don't think like I need to paste the photo here. Neway, because of the Felda (stupidity to be precises) I have to bare jugak lah since the photo might be uploaded into the teacher's blog! Aiya....kacau betul lah.

** Okay, need to get my sleep loh. Need to wake-up early tomorrow (hopefully) to complete my undone Pola homework!

The List

**the list much easier to manage**

List of Workdone

Yesterday:

1. Made chocolate mousse.

2. Moping the house. Both storeys completed.

3. Beading the Green Baju Kurung. (50% Completed)

4. Karaoke with the awesome people inclg my bestfren till 12:00 a.m. (What we've been thinking? Yesterday was "Malam Jumaat"!)

5. Made Sirap Lemon Selasih, 2 jugs in total. (Very the kacuk west-malay savoury thirst quench drinks)

6. Manage to figured, I am still able to wear the legging during the Karaoke session. Shocking! Surprise! Stunned! The top most is, I was the only girl Over the dressing loh last night. Lantak lah kan? he he he.

Today:

1. Filing system for the very serabut documents. Now, looks better yet 40% left to go.

2. Manage to clean-up the washer machine drum.

3. Found the Apron-to-wear for tomorrow class. Bless my Adik for not returning back the aprons to his employer. ;p

4. Beading the Green Baju Kurung. (100% completed) Alhamdullilah, the beads enough thou. he he he

5. Heard kind of good news from my friend. (Hopefully..InsyaAllah)

6. Yay, now I am officially announced... I am addicted to "Nur Kasih" drama. Ohh hou...Adam!!Kamu jahat!

7. Get the good feedback from Auntie Siti. She (& the family) loves the cake. :)

List of unDone 'To-Do List' up Tonight:

1. Water the plants. (Hujan dah tolong. Should be enough for the pokok loh..Enough ke?)

2. Lipat kain. Ergh...I wish I don't have to do it every weeks. (Listen people W.e.e.k!)

3. To buy 'Kertas Minyak' as to complete the pending Kurung Moden's pola. (For the next my runaway project)

4. To pull-off the Rumput at the backyard!!!

5. To make the reservation! Someone honeymoon's reservation. Ya Allah....lupe lagi!

6. My Goodness...I forgot to take my daily supplements AGAIN today! (Skipped:EPO,spirulina,chorella)

Ya Allah, see how many things I have to do with the bad distracted memory I have?

Coffee Vs Calcium

Okay, this is like 'Post-It' to me.

Every coffee intakes, causes a loss of only 2-3 mg of calcium easily!

Do I care? Yes,I do. Poor me, I cant bear the temptation. It's my 'drugs' everyday.

I do concern on my volume of calcium actually (pity calcium) since the appointment with Ortho on August..What more can I say, I am terrify!!

Solution = Calcium Intake!

Okay, need to work on my calcium.

Blogging till u drop

Sekarang ni, memang payah untuk saya meng'update' kan blog. Tak tau kenape, tak ade specific reason pun. Blog ni dah jadi macam diary. Tapi, since last few months I've been discovered that I've been followed (dengan ketidakrelaan hati). Tapi, sekarang mungkin hati ni dah puas sebab da dapat tukar segala nya.

Semalam, I had a dream. But I can't see his face. He is calling me with a word that I never heard it for pass these years. Oh my goodness...terus terjaga! and the dream keeps me wonder, ada ke lagi orang going to call me like that ever again?. Sakit betul dada bila bangun dari tido semalam. Sangat tak suka dengan perasaan 'itu' lagi! Fuhhh....

Erm, semenjak kerja dengan family sendiri (precisely, my dad) tak banyak yang belajar lagi, masih banyak yang perlu diadaptasikan lagi. Masih lemah pemikiran. masih tak mampu lagi untuk menerima input-input yang sememangnya amat janggal di fikiran. Tapi, akan ku coba!! he he he.

Progress dalam kelas jahitan? Erm, not too impressive. Slow progress, but ok la...Siang tadi baju ke-3 siap alter! (First baju was blouse & the second baju was Blouse with buttons) Tak ada benda yang nak dibanggakan sebab, progress sangat slow. Dan pembikinan kain itu, mungkin tak setanding air tangan mak! betul..... Enjoy the view. The third project!

My version of Kurung Kedah. Cotton fabric.

Kerja part-time?? Okay, as a tutor (don't be so exited, as a tutor of primary school student there is nothing to be proud of). Semalam,my student ada tunjukkan result mid-year exam dia. Guess what..his father been talking to me like his son did not make such a big improvement! Hai yah...tertampar nya ku! Terus buntu! Blur class semalam. Tapi, personally the student really made some improvement even in small digits, but it still the digits kan? I know, my student can do better. InsyaAllah...



My cakes project? Slow sikit sekarang ni. Tapi, I am on my way to get on track. My dear friend suggested to me to attend a decorating cakes class. Yah, I am going to attend it. This Saturday. Personally, I can't wait to be in the class. Hope lepas ni dapat lah market lagi besar. ;p

Who likes to be dumb?

**Tajuk entry tiada kena mengena dengan isi kandungan entry**

Whoho... Lame betul blog ni tak kene update! Lihat! Name blog saya pun dah bertukar! Yay! (Tolong la, tetamu tak diundang lenyapkan lah diri). Banyak yang nak share sebenarnye, cuma yang terpapar kat sini je lah yang mampu di'update'kan buat masa ini. (Pergh, bahasa jiwa bangsa!He he he)

1. 'ly, YES I am Jobless now. he he he but it doesn't mean I duduk rumah sajer yer. Kononnnye nak tolong Abah, tapi up till today kenape la slow sangat learning process ku ini?? Erghh..




2. 'ly, ohoo...sekarang ni, rumah kami suke makan 'Home-made Popcorn' . Of coz mak tercinta yang buat, saya tukang kacau je. Best tau, lagi-lagi mase nak tunggu the maize Popping out. Awesome!Ni gamba dalam kuali lagi. Sedapnye kalau makan time panas-panas.

   The Pop-corn 'Mak Vesion'. Nice nice.

   

3. 'ly, undergoing class progress bit slow. Tapi da 3 jenis siap. Ade lagi 7 jenis nak kene siap. Then, Marvellous.. Wah..tak sabarnye!

4. 'ly, past few weeks kan cuti skolah. Jadi banyak la kenduri-kendara orang kawen ni. To cut short, masa ni lah terpikir, kecik nye dunia. Masa kenduri Jiran kat neighbourhood ni, oh my goodness I met one of my ex-fren. Adui! (Tapi nasib baik time tu terasa diri ni cantik..so, tak de hal!) Ha ha ha. Mak pulak, pegi tegur pulak mamat nih. Siap tanye lagi si H bile nak kawen! Aduihai....kenape la jumpe kat sini pulak.

5. 'ly, aritu ade pegi kedai kasut kat Taman Tasik Permaisuri dengan Shila (if I am not mistaken) "Shoe Shack" (tak pasal-pasal iklan free kat sini). The collections? Erm..to be honest, design kasut-kasut kat situ ade yang superb ikut latest design plus member yang tunjukkan kedai tu pun ade cakap "U'll get the same design at Guess boutique & Cheaper!", tapi biase la ade jugak design yang so-so je..pandai-pandailah menilai design yer. Memandang kan cutting kaki ku ini tidak lah secantik/seramping kaki perempuan yang mempunyai potongan badan seperti biola, maka ayat yang sesuai nak sedap kan hati 'I am not that type lah' ha ha ha (Cemburu..cemburu! Padahal, kalau dipaksakan pakai kasut tu, sure melecet-lecet kaki ni..Tapi kalau nak maintain punye pasal, pedulikkan itu semua! ha hah ha)

Lihat si kaki kayu tak reti nak posing! ha ha ha.

Lihat lah si kaki kayu yang banyak daging di sana-sini. Adui!

BTW, kasut itu sangat cute + sweet. Persoalannya "mampukah ku daring sebegini?"

26th June 2009,

Tribute for M.J aka Mikael.

The suddent death surprised the world. May Allah be with you.

Rest in peace.

Al-Fatihah.

Akal ni kadang-kadang lambat..

Tadi.

Keputusan untuk ber'instant msg' dengan dia merupakan keputusan yang amat bodoh! Siapa dia? Dia merupakan orang yang pernah berkongsi cerita+rasa+hati bersama.

Adakah ia suatu langkah yang bijak? Dengan menggunakan alasan "My mum keep asking about you lately" and FYI, YES she was! Keep asking when u will get married? Ergh!!! How do I know it Mak? We have been lost contact to each other at all kan.. Then, disebabkn langkah yang kurang bijak ni lah saya mendapat jawapan yang kiranya 'dapat agak' punye jawapan. "Erm..tengok lah macam mana". And please, bile soalan yang sama di ajukan. I am totally 100% sentap! Sempat lagi yer dia bertanya. Tak tau ke die?

Mak punye pattern pulak. Kalau dah bertanye mesti kendian tu Mak pun mulakan la Tazkirah/Ceramah dia. Macam Love Doctor lah. He he he. Tak payah nak list out semuanya. Yang paling menusuk "Kalau awak rase awak tak jumpe orang yang Ok(yang dapat terima saya seadanya lah), awak tak kawin pun tak pe..dari menyusahkan diri awak..Buat ape??" Dan prnsip itu lah saya berpegang teguh! Go Mak! Go! he he he. Dan prinsip itu jugak lah, ku kini tak kesah dengan semua ni! Ada apa dengan Cinta? Ada apa cinta dengan umur? Tak de ape pun kan?? (Erk...betul ke? ha ha ha ....takpe2, jodoh di tangan Allah, Kalau ade, ade lah...Kalau tak de,nak buat macam mane kan?)

Mungkin Mak cakap cume nak sedap kan hati je nih. Sebab geng-geng Uni ramai yang dah kawen. Kerna, minggu ni schedule ku memang penuh dengan perkahwinan! He he he. Then, Mak ade tanye "Awak rase nanti kalau awak kawin, kawan-kawan awak tu datang ke macam yang awak rajin sangat ni?" Erghh.....Mak :-( Ila kan tak kawen lagi. Tak salah kan kalau Ila happy dengan ape yang Ila buat ni. Yes! Faham lah akal fikiran ni sekiranya mereka yang sudah berumah tangga ade limitation nye. Tapi, buat masa ni Ila happy dengan cara yang macam ni. Tak de paksaan! Betul......ikhlas semua nya. Harap aku tak dilupakan, ia memadai.

Berkenaan dengan wedding, buat kawan-kawan tersayang. Selamat Pengantin Baru. Aku happy untuk korang. Tapi dalam masa yang sama aku sedih. Agak-agaknye, terlayan ke korang melayan kerenah aku lagi? Termenung jugak kan? ;p

Ape-ape pun. CONGRATULATION.

Another Taken

One of my friend safely get married/nikah last Saturday. Congrate Pcah!!

See....the 'tembam' me!

After a Long Time...At Last

Hari ni merupakan hari terakhir keje kat sini. Kalau lah ade on-going project, mesti contract kene sambung. Tapi takpe, rezeki InsyaAllah ade kat mane-mane pun. Sepanjang kerja kat sini, frankly tak mencabar sangat (beruntung kalau dapat bos yang amat baik :p). Tapi, bukan lah tak sempat nak belaja bende baru..ade..sekarang saya sudah celik AutoCAD! ehehe

Kalau dulu, salah sket je..mesti kene sembur. Ayat yang paling berapi/menyirap yang tak akan dilupakan "Which University hah u been graduated?" So DAMN statement! Sampai mati takkan lupa! Macam hanjing je rase.

Farewell lunch, AWESOME! :p Cuma, tak ramai yang join. (Nanti kalau ade gamba Ila upload) Mungkin dorang tak kenal sangat kot. Budak site kan. Bukan nye budak glamour. Kitorang rata-rata berkerja takkan berkesempatan nak pakai kasut tumit tinggi-tinggi ni. Mau tepelecok kat site nanti. Jalan nak pegi ke site office pun da cukup mencabar. (Wedges, kalau rase-rase imbangan diri yang teguh boleh la!) Seronok! kami tak mempunyai masalah untuk WAJIB memakai pakai se'formal' habis untuk pergi kerja. Sekadar Jeans dan T-shirt..Enough. (Sebab kat site pun sape je yang ade? buruh kontrak tu ramai la!)

Lepas ni ape kerja saya? Biarlah rahsie! Kawan-kawan rapat je yang tau! Sebab saya AMAT yang TERAMAT tak suka bile blog saya di baca secara rahsia! SUPER DAMN YOU! Erghh!!! Sesungguh nya aku tak suka ko baca blog aku! HIPOKRIT!

Aku Sibuk

*** Entry akan pending untuk seketika... ****

Walopun dlm kepale banyak sgt nak taip ape....Bile saye ade mase saye akan conclude kan semuanye....Gambate Kudasai!!!

Bahana Penggemar Kopi Yang TEGAR

Alhamdulliah..hari ni lega sikit. Semalam, sakit betul kepala sampai pegi amek MC. Mungkin disebabkan dari ketagihan kopi tahap melampau Ila kot? SAYA AKAN CUBA MENGURANGKAN KUANTITI PENGAMBILAN DOS KAFFEIN HARIAN SAYA! CUBA YER..BUKAN AZAM! ;p

MC yang doktor bagi sepatutnya Ila gunakan untuk berehat kan? Haha. Ila sampai je rumah. Abah dengan Bob terkejut tengok Ila ponteng. NAMPAK SANGAT SELAMA NI SAYA PEKERJA YANG AMAT DEDIKASI. Makan-makan dulu PENTING TUH.LAUK MAK SEDAP.Lepak kejap. Sidai kain. Abah ngan Bob keluar rumah je Ila terus mop umah! TAPI MOP KAT BAWAH JE. Tingkat atas, Ila dah tak larat.

Cik Ayu siap suruh Ila beronggeng-ronggeng lagi. NAK RONGGENG MACAM NE NYAH?KERETA APAK AKU PAKAI! Ditambah pulak dengan sakit kepala nye..memang tak dapat la. MAK CALL PETANG SEMALAM PUN ILA TAK SEDAR.

Terase macam best pulak duduk umah. Tak payah pergi kerja.Haha.Ini practice dulu. Later on, baru kenyataan. Erm..entah lah.

Sebelum balik rumah dari office semalam, Ila ade call Ejan. SEBAB DAH JANJI NAK OUT LUNCH TOGETHER & NAK BAGI CAKE ILA EARLIER. Maka, terpaksa lah cancel. Tak larat betul semalam. Driving pun pecut bagi cepat sampai klinik. Tapi sempat lagi berangan, "Kalau Ila pull over the car agaknye, mesti ade lelaki kacak dan menawan tolong bawak pegi klinik" SANGAT BERANGAN DAN PERASAN.

Saya try pergi jumpe hari ni. Itu pun kalau Ila kene pergi office Consultant "Manja". Memandangkan lokasi Site Ejan yang strategik dengan office consultant. Hmm...sure sekejap lagi Ila dapat panggilan maut untuk dapat kan progress JMR a.k.a Measurement Records. Macam la tak boleh nak angkat ganggang & call sendiri tanye kat R.E tu progress nye? Hey...ngade-ngade!

Ila rindu kamu.

Saya sangat RINDU sama adik-adik ku!! 2hikur secara jumlahnya. Semalam, Adik cakap die nak balik ke KL this Friday. Soalan pertama yang terpacul kat mulut adik?? Dia minta Ila buat kan kek coklet lagi.Nak bawak bekal balik Bukit Mertajam. Betapa Ila tak pernah nak hanta adik pegi UiTM. Sian adik. Kawan-kawan adik cakap kek Ila buat sedap... ;p NASIB BEK KANAK-KANAK BAWAH UMUR SEMUANYE! KALAU TAK, MESTI DAH ADE YANG ANTA ROMBONGAN PEGI ZOO HULU KELANG. HAHA. Disebabkan Ila teramat-amat rindu kat adik-adik, Ila nak letak gamba dorang!

Ignore the most left yer. Adik n Man. We rock!!

Ila ade try buat Cheese Cake! Yummy?? erm...yummi la. MAHAL TU KOS NAK BELI BARANG. Kesimpulannye, tak bole buat selalu. Lagi pun, boleh menambahkan berat badan tuh. Sebab da janji dengan Cik Ayu, Ila upload kan gamba kek tu. PERHATIAN: KEK NI AGAK MESSY..MUNGKIN SEBAB PERCUBAAN PERTAMA :p

Hasilnya...Agak Hangus kan?? Kan??
Orang pesan 150deg celcius.
Ila letak 160deg celcius.
Dan Inilah hasilnya.Pandangan atas sebelum dipotong

Close-up sikit.
Cemburu tak??
Comot tapi sedap tau.
Sape mau?Sementara stok masih ada.


Oh! Lupe nak cerite. Me n Mak, Mak actually! Ade hobby baru. Mak kemaruk sangat nak buat gelang, rantai etc guna kristal + manik (macam kristal, tap bukan yer).Then, tak pasal-pasal Ila pun ditarik bersama untuk join hobi baru Mak ni. Actually, nice. Mak sangat creative compared to me. Ni salah satu contoh gelang yang dah siap. Comel kan?? Itu design Ila. Mak tolong mulakan sumbat-sumbat, Ila siapkan! PROUD ILA.PROUD.

Hasil creativy Mak tercinta + Idea Ila.
NAK JUGAK!TAK NAK MENGALAH.haha.


Hik Hik Hik....Sebenarnya kan, semalam jugak merupakan percubaan pertama Ila pakai tudung Ekin! Lawa! Eh silap LAWAK! Bagus! Percubaan yang berani dari ILA!

Tolong la faham!

Mode: Sangat Marah untuk manusia yang tak faham BAHASE!

Pagi-pagi lagi Ila da dapat 1 msg rintihan lagik!!!

Ei......tolong la.....SERABUT!!!!

Tak paham ke???

Dah gune ayat lembut pun ko tak paham.....ayat kasar?lagi la ko tak paham!!

SANGAT TAK FAHAM KE ko???

Kalau sekali da cakap tak nak! Maknenye aku mmg tak nak! Erghhhhh!!! Payah nak cakap ngan org tak paham bahase ni!

Tolong lah faham...Ila tak perlu kan sesape lagi!!! Tolong lah faham!! Belum masenye lagi..

Hilang year 2009 resolution aku!!!

I Missed it!

The Results:
1. Jenson Button (Britain) Brawn - Mercedes 1h 10m 59.092s
2. Nick Heidfeld (Germany) BMW Sauber +00:22.700
3. Timo Glock (Germany) Toyota 00:23.500

*********

Rugi tak pegi rasenye..Full of dramas loh smlm nyer race..isk isk isk! Tahun ni tak de gamba ngan Sauber!! Neway, congrate!

My F1-team, Next year kite pegi yer..saye bizi skek tahun ni..Hopefully kite bole pegi next year..

unsatisfied

Kenape mase nak beli salesgirl ckp:
"Yes Miss, this is a waterproof eyeliner. It won't smudges"

Hell what!! aku pakai smudge je! Kene tipu ke ni?? Sile tgk gamba!

Kalo smudge jugak...bek pakai cap yg bole jumpe kat pharmacy je! Elianto pun ok jugak eyeliner nye..Lagi syok pakai.Senang nak apply...(Tapi susah nak cuci) But, effect die??! Sure dramatic! Yer..saye mmg suke! ;p

Disebabkan Ila beli mahal (bagi aku ler...sbb selalu pakai cap ayam nye je) Jadi, on certain occasions saje saye akan pakei yg kunun "anti-smudge" nyer version. G opis? pakai yg murah sudah! hehehe

Weekend clasS? Awesome! Tapi sakit pinggang! Die bagi ddk kat kusi tak le sandar!

$ $

Sape kate bile gaji besar hidup senang? Mewah?? Sape kate???! Meh aku sekeh!

Betul tak? bile makin besar gaji kite...makin banyak yg kite nak beli.

Kadang-kadang power of buying bigger than needs!

Makin tinggi gaji makin besar selera?Tapi, cap Ayam pun okay ape??Asal pandai pilih!

Makin tinggi gaji makin demand dgn kerja?

Tapi..kadang-kadang buat Ila terfikir...Nak gaji besar-besar tapi Pandai ke Aku nak Buat Keje?? Mampu ke nak pikul Tanggungjawab??

Plus, berkat ke duit yang Ila dapat dgn kerja yg macam ni??

:: Kenape Ila emo?? hehehe Sebenanye, skrg ni da takde keje!! Ila bole donlod muvi n tgk muvi during office hour plus++ Ila bole menjait butang-butang baju Ila!! Jangan jeles ::

31.03.1980

~31.03.1980~

Yer..Semalam, Anniversary Mak & Abah yg ke-29thn! Wow..

Happy Anniversary Mak & Abah ;p

Last nite, kami celebrate ber4 pegi dinner kat lua.Lagi 2 hikur adikku, jauh!hehehe (selamat duit haku)

Venue? Perhatikan kronologi kat bawah ni & betapa kami tak reti nak pilih tempat makan yg menarik yer!
[ Sebab, mak punye prinsip..kalau bayar memahal,makan tak sedap..mak masak lagi bagus! ;) betul3! Ila sokong ]

1. Italian Restaurant - dekat Ampang jugak (Ila's choice)
2. KFC?? - adui...ni common lah! we r celebrating annyversary lah Mak! (Mak's choice)
3. Ampang Young Tow Foo - betol ke x eja ntah.. (Abah's choice)
4. Roti Nan + Ayam Tandori - Ado kedai mamak kat BBA ni..suke beno depa pegi! (Mak&Abah's choice)
5. Kenny Roogers - (Mak's choice)
6. Nasi Ayam Damansara Utama~ampang branch of coz~ - (Abah's choice)

Perasan x? dr tempat yg best-best nak pegi dinner...last-last makan Nasi Ayam je??

Abah yg nak try sangat.Katenye, selalu lalu je tapi tak penah singgah. Ok..layan kan aje..

Mak tanye best ke x? (Deria rasa mak agak terganggu sbb kurang sihat) Dah tentu la Ila jawab "Mak masak lagi sedap! xde sape bole lawan...kan Abah??" ehe he he.. Mak senyum bangga je la...

Bob?? ikut kan aje kami nak makan mane! Aku tak kesah...bukan aku yg drive semalam yg penting.. Ha ha ha ha... Pusing la ko 1 Ampang mlm td Bob!


** Ade ke patut depa tanye bape ringgit total?? Ila nak belanje nih...Iskhhh... yg penting...Mak ngan Abah stick together stronger! Ngam!! MuaAhhhhhhhh **

dull

It’s been a while Ila not “celoteh”. Last weekend, I attended my ex-schoolmate weeding at Kuala Pilah, N9 ~Again!~ Nice reception.. (lauk pun sedap ;p ‘+’ the very awesome “kampung” atmosphere)

Few wedding receptions been invited. Unfortunately, I can’t satisfy with all the invitation. Those wedding which I have to skip, I am truly sorry. “Selamat Pengantin Baru” . Every comes with a reason.

I need to open a new book! Don’t look backward! Look forward from now on!! Ila can!!


I registered with a class. (Class ape..rahsie!!) Every Sunday,2pm to 4pm (Please yer….Me not available during that specific hours

Yg best nyer...Ila p register ngan MAK!! terharu tak?? hehehehe.... (Mak siap temankan Ila p interview yer kawan-kawan...skali die tejumpe plak kedai kain + pengantin!) Perghhh.....aksi berangan mak bermule sudah!! adeh....Sapo plak yg nak kawen ni Mak??? confuse! hahahahaha

Jalan-jalan kat Kmpg Baru & Jln Hj Taib!! Perghh seram!! Kami jalan kaki yer...tak sanggup nak bawak kete merempuh jem!! Teman Mak membeli barang sempena Hobi terbaru beliau.... (Buat gelang....sape-sape nak tempah...bole kontek saye ;p)

Ila jumpe New Project Signboard....."Kerja-kerja Menaiktaraf Jln Raja Hussien...bla bla bla " kat Chow Kit aritu!!! PERGHHHHH it was a project I handled before with my previous company lar!!!! hahahah..... Santek la pasar chow kit nnt!

Nak beli eyeliner! Da abes!! Cap ape yg best??

Mangga + Mak + Abah

Akhirnye!

Semalam....saye berjaya pegi klinik!! AlonE!! omak tak nak teman...siap sound "pegi bejalan ntah kemane-mane awk lepas...pegi klinik plak tak lepas-lepas"

Nape mak marah sgt?? da tentu la...sudah genap seminggu ila "suffer" dgn bahana makan mangga aritu tak elok-elok lagi! Ergh...huduh skrg!

Abah...siap menambah!!! "Awak ni Ila...kuat-kuat sangat la bejalan tuh...nnt sakit kaki mcm Mak Lang baru tau!" hahahaha.....ku hanya mampu tergelak!! Abah.....abah....

Ekceli, last week-end....We all (Abah+Mak+Ila+Ayong) g kenduri anak member mak ngan abah mase mude2 dulu...

Then, suddently...abah mengeluarkan statement hagak bole gigil lutut!

Abah nak buat my wedding at somewhere yg Ila rase kind of best jugak area Ampang ni!! Perghhh.....(lokasi rahsia! takut tak jadi..buat malu je! hahaha)

Ternganga luas jugak la mulut...Mak?? Of coz kuakan ayat stended..."Tak de duit jangan nak berangan la Ila..." ;p

Ila cume tekejut...Mano nak carik duit Abah aii....Uihh...Kemain angan-angan abah ni... (Menurut Bob... ni gara-gara Abah tgk ade org kawen kat "situ"!)

Pergh....mmg gigil lutut!! Mano nak kurik duit.....hahaha (Lokasi sebenar :Bukan kampung pengantin) Kalau abah sponsor....Ila ikut jer... ;p


Kesian Abah...mesti die dah terase bahang member Ila da ramey yg kawen nih...die risau! Mesti die teringin....(Ila tau...saje buat-buat tak paham je..tak salahkan??)

Ila selalu igtkan Abah...Ila tak dok boypren..Tapi, kalo la skrg ni da ado boypren pun....sure gigil kepale lutut ni lagi kuat! Silap-silap lari alignment lutut Ila!! Abah....carikan aje utk Ila kalo nak cepat...La la la la la.....
(Mau ke aku?? ERRkk.... ;p)

How Can I Tell Her

How Can I Tell Her By LoBo

Wish to refresh your mind...just click here

She knows when I'm lonesome.
She cried when I'm sad.
She's up in the good times.
She' s down in the bad.
Whenever I'm discouraged.
She knows just what to do.
But girl, she doesn't know about you.

I can tell her my troubles.
She makes them all seem right.
I can make up excuses.
Not to hold her at night.
We can talk of tomorrow.
I'll tell her things that I want to do.
But girl, how can I tell her about you?

How can I tell her about you?
Girl, please tell me what to do.
Everything seems right whenever I'm with you.
So girl, won't you tell me.
How to tell her about you?

How can I tell her I don't miss her whenever I'm away.
How can I say it's you and I think of every single night and day.
But when is it easy telling someone we're through.
Ah girl, help me tell her about you


Sooo sad for the girl which the singer reffering tooOoo....

Cerita mangga

Padan muke haku!!

Dah tau tak le makan mangga...nak jugak makan! hah! rase kan!

Erghh.....abes la...

Ila punye mate da bengkak sebelah! (pakai spek arini p keje!)

Tepian2 mulut pun da bengkak.... (Gatai!!!!)

Leher pun da merah-merah

Telinge pun da stat merah-merah!

Arghhhh!!! yg pasti muke ila macam alien skrg nih! amat tak selesa! GATAL!!!

Elergik makan mangge??!! hahahaha....pelik jer...apesal la org len tak macam Ila??huhuh

Korang:

Teringat mase blaja dulu.... kalo korang bawak mangge, korang tlg kupas kan utk aku tebal2 kan? Bagi aku makan tak tekena getah mangge tuh....(tgk, skrg aku nak makan, aku pun da tak reti nak kopek! abes muke aku gatai2 nih....huhuhuh sengsara!)

Masak untuk makan same-same pun manjang yang tak pedas-pedas....sbb korang tau perut aku tak tahan makan pedas....Sian korang...Padahal korang semua dlm umah tu makan pedas.....yang ni, aku memang hargai pengorbanan korang...sgt2....

Bile korang nak masak bende yg aku tak le makan.....korang asing kan utk aku....isk isk isk....aku terharu betul ngan korang....korang sayang aku kan??? aku pun sayang korang jugak....Wuarghh.....rindunye zaman belaja dulu.....

(Sok, kalo korang da kawen....aku dtg umah korang....jgn buat2 tido tau....wink wink wink)

Biol ke sudah?

Ila tak tau ape kene ngan Ila lately...kenape??

1. Da 2 hari berturut-turut Ila tak pakai Jam kesayangan Ila g keje! Nyanyuk ke akuh???

2. Can't stick with my decision! E.g: bile da gosok baju na pakai g keje, last2 pakai baju lain! adeh...buang mase!

3. Asik la kuat makan.....(PMS?? tak la!! da period da bulan ni!)

4. Asik mengantok! padahal....manjang tido awal lately! Knape ila nih??? Kopi dok tegok banyak pun tak jalan....da TEGAR! ;p

5. Kini, kurang berase risau...sekiranye Ila akan jadi penganggur terhormat start June '09 nih! hehehe

Her Chronologies of "The Secret"

The book illustrated

I bought a motivation book past few weeks back...Ade orang sujes kat Ila..bace buku ni to motivate myself...Rupe-rupenye, buku ni fames rupenye...Ila je yg tak tau....Cover buku, menarik...ala-ala LOTR, worth buying Ila rase (Rm79.90). To improve myself..tak salah kalau berbelanje sikit kan? This is my lullaby book..

"The Secret" by Rhonda Byrne

Reading Progress: 16/3/2008 - 10%
.::. Ila da mule terase bahang buku ni...try to conquere the Law of Attraction .::.

hari minggu saye

Last weekend?
Waxing-Myvi's weekend project still pending..... ;p

Saturday:
Pegi keje mcm biase...believe it or not, past these weeks Ila busy with final measurement, claims etc...
Lunch with ejan...great Lunch at Mc'D. Sementara tggu die tinted both front & rear glass...
During bargain's session at the tinted film shop, Ila menggunakan kuase persuading ;p (Ejan banyak gelak je...)
Then, she came out with an idea "Ila, aku rase ko elok tuka pegi marketing line lah..ko pandai pujuk orang..." hahaha.....Saye berjaya memujuk cino kedai tu tinted kete Ejan (Front & Rear) with RM200...hehehehe.

On Saturday...Ila officially da jadi member of WWF(World Wild Life)!!! yay!!
~ lame ila carik jalan how to get into such this programme ~
Now my aim.....to sign-up as an organ donour...officially!
~Since I mention it here, dear my friend, if something happened on me, please let them know....I would like to give my organ for those needed most~

I tried to sign-up earlier to b a donour (last one-an-half year ago) but, kind of lost which part of my organ to be donoured too??takut pulak bile ticking the boxes...
~heart? kidneys? eyes? skin???~ my goodness....I am just scared to death! sampai tak le buat decision!~

But the most pathetic is....I never had donoured my blood! so damn lame! am I?
~The reason: saye mabuk darah!heheh~ but, how deeply Ila nak tlg....Allah je yg tau.....

In the evening, Ila teman Ejan searching for her & his future husband honeymoon location... (Ejan...I adore both of u guys...bole tak kirenye aku jadi sportlight ko mase ko honeymoon?? hehehehe...Nak IKUT!!huhu...da terbayang2 dlm kepale aku mcm ne best nye korang nye trip)

Sunday:
Ok, I did attend 2 wedding receptions....nnt Ila upload gamba....
1. @Beranang (Shahril + partner)
2. @ Batang Benar, Nilai ( Mas + Wan)
Both....my ex-schoolmates.....

Ila ngan my dear besfren, stay kat umah wan + mas sampai pukul 5:30p.m... Serunuk.....So liked kampung...peacefull...sgt tenang....
Kami teman pengantin tangkap gamba kawen.... (tak pasal-pasal muke kami pun ade nnt skali yer....)
Ila.....keep repeating the same question to wan... "mane pokok buah rambutan ko Wan?? aku nak buah...jom la pegi petik!" hehehe...."belumm musim la numa...." hehehe
Both pengantin very open-minded...
~Wan..aku soh ko bersilat ngan keris tipu2 ko tu ngan baju pengantin...ko slumber je kan?? hahaha
~Mas...kamu sgt cantik....time ko kawen pun ko still rock! xmcm pengantin langsung! bagus...tak hipokrit! saye suke...heheheheh

Another Taken...

Mas & Wan Chan

From left: amat, jibam, fazli, ika, ila , ayu & the newly-wed

15 March 2009

1st Newly-wed Couple : Shahril (bulu) + partner (ina...name die kalau tak silap ila)
Location : @ Beranang

2nd Newly-wed Couple : Mas + Wan chan (Both ex-schoolmates)

Location : @Batang Benar, Nilai

1. Reception...awesome! Ila ngan ayu melepak kat umah pengantin sampai pukul 5:30pm. Umah wan, so liked-kampung! tenang betul....Ila suke!
2. Wan, ko mmg best! mas pakai kan ko Fake lashes kat ko...ko tetap menten! hehehe
3. Mas, kamu sangat cantik! (baju korang aku suke! santek!)
4. Overall....best sgt3....(ila hepi kalo tgk orang len pun hepi...)

Akhmar a.k.a Kemang & Mun

From left: Ayu, Amat (seperti pasangan dlm gamba ni! heheh), The Newly-wed & me

1 February 2009

*** Ini gamba utang sebenarnye...former entry. Lambat upload sebab henpon Ila rusak that time! So..enjoy....Both ex-schoolmates jugak...Me?in Red Kebaya! wink wink wink ***

Tagged again by bride-to-be ;p

1.Someone tells you they love you, you say...
If he/she is my dearly friends, I would answer "I do love u too..." while straring straight to his eye....kalo kawan kamceng...cium skali! hehehe

2.If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
Lottery??? Definitely so not me! hehehe.....But, if i won a lot of money...the first thing I would buy...A pair of PUMP SHOE! sbb da lame nak, tapi tak beli2...the rest, save!

3.Do you miss anyone?
Yes.... :'( soOOo Deeply

4.Who was driving the last time you were in a car?
Ila,always the driver....Ooh, yesterday...the Newly Wed couple. I mean the groom. Ikut diorang g snap wedding photo... (nge nge ngee... nyibok je muke ila ngan ayu dlm wedding photo depa!hehehe.Kami siap jadi penasihat "pose" yer ;p)

5. Do you like your bed?
Yes!! ade bantal banyak! best3....

6.Will this weekend be a good one?
This becoming weekend?? ade wedding reception lagi....but, I think I can't make it loh...

7.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
Definitely......if he is the one.... ;p

8.How is your hair?
Pony-tailed with black band + covered with tudung ;p

9.Do you like your life as of now?
Like it or not....maybe this is the faith of my life...My life, just so~so lately....
But, I am sure I would defenitely love my future....amin....

10.Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Who doesn't? hehehehe

11.Do you drink coffee?
Yess!!!! My love.... 3cups daily at least

12.Does anyone call you babe or baby?
Once upon a time....does....

13.What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Reading....."The Sectret" my goodness......such a motivate book! bace3.....jangan tak bace!

14.Do you like surprises?
Yes...but, only in the positive way....please. The latest, I was surprised to death!Ergh!!

15.What are your plans for the future? .
Uncertain lagi....tapi, saye mau jadi orang yang lebih baik!

16.Have you ever set foot in a tanning bed?
No...dah gelap pun! tak payah tanning2

17.Do you make your bed everyday?
Yer loh....sapo lagi nak buat???

18.Your best friend tells you she is pregnant what is your reaction?
Yay......nnt bole beli baju baby yang comey2.....heheheh

19.Do you like pasta?
Who doesn't?? ;p

20.Whisper or shout?
Surrounding depend....

21.Swim or run?
Definetely SWIM..... (Erm...smlm baru tgk new swim suit dgn ayu...seksi!! next month beli!)

22.When did somebody tell you they loved you?
yesterday....the newly-wed couple... (terharu sbb kami teman kan dorang lame-lame... ;p)

23.Last person to annoy you?
Kajima's staff!!!! spoil mood aku pepagi!

24.Do you wish your hair was shorter or longer than it currently is?
Longer....wink wink wink...

25.Do you have a secret that less than 3 people know about?
yes

26.Have you ever had a phone conversation with someone who lived in a different state?
yes...with geng last week

27.Do you and your best friend have the same cell company?
Yess.... ;p

28.Are you good at persuading?
I guess....I am.... ;p

29.Are there a lot of people in your house?
Currently, just 4 of us (mak + abah + me + ayong)

30.Does the same person call you every single day?
Yes... ayu ;p

31.Last call received from who??
Zura chan....

32.What are you doing tonight?
Probably, reading "The Secret" by Rhonda Bryne

33.Do you have a guy friend you tell everything to?
erm.....i have i guess.....

34.Are you friends with more guys or girls?
Girls......

Geng...this is for u

Geng...this entry Ila buat khas untuk kamu....

Ila sayang kamu.....rase yg dah lame Ila tak rase ngan org lain...kamu tahu kan??
Tapi Ila pun nak kamu tahu...Ila pun nak kamu bahagia...kalau jalan itu yg kamu pilih...Ila ikut :'(
Ila tak kuat! tak kuat nak pegi kenduri kamu...kamu tahu kan??
Ila nak kirimkan adiah untuk kamu...sbb tuan badan tak berani nak pegi....
Ila tahu kamu pun mau Ila dtg ke sane tgk kamu kan?
Tapi..Ila mintak maaf sgt...Ila tak bule...Walopun Ila nak sgt3....
Kamu cakap Ila da berubah...Ila cume nak tunjuk kat kamu Ila kuat...
Kite hanye kawan...Ila harap...Ila faham....

Geng, kamu sakit teruk ke? dah sihat ke belum? Ila risau..
Kamu da tak nak kawan ngan Ila yer?
Ila kan kawan baik kamu....kamu yg ckp mcm tu dulu...atau...kamu pun same mcm H jugak?
Erghh.....
Ila cume na bertanyekan kabar kamu.... "sihat ke kamu?"
Ila cume nak cakap....Ila ok....Ila happy untuk kamu...
Sbb Ila sayang kamu.....

Geng...

Jangan lupekan Ila tau...Janji tau cumi....

p/s: Ila takkan lupe kan kamu...cume yg Ila harap ape yg keluar dari mulut kamu...kenyataan kamu...benar...

~OAR~ Shattered

Shattered by OAR

In a way,

I need a change

From this burnout scene

Another time, another town

Another everything

But it's always back to you

Stumble out, in the night

From the pouring rain

Made the block, sat and thought

There's more I need

It's always back to you

**

But I'm good without ya

Yeah, I'm good without you

Yeah, yeah, yeah

How many times can I break till I shatter?

Over the line can't define what I'm after

I always turn the car around

Give me a break let me make my own pattern

All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered

I always turn the car around

I had no idea that the night,

Would take so damn long,

Took it out, on the street,

While the rain still falls... Push me back to you...

***

Give it up, give it up, baby

Give it up, give it up, now

Now........

How many times can I break till I shatter?

Over the line can't define what I'm after

I always turn the car around

All that I feel is the realness I'm faking

Taking my time but it's time that I'm wasting

Always turn the car around

How many times can I break till I shatter?

Over the line can't define what I'm after

I always turn the car around

Don't wanna turn that car around

I gotta turn this thing around

~~~~~~~~~

Lagu ni sgt best! Ila suke bangat...meaning to the fullest! My current ringtone ;p

p/s: Geng, If u do still keep the CD,try listen to it.

mode : ****

I am totally feel like s**t rite now.....

: Ila : Mode :

Jobless Ila in few months ahead i guess.....

THE FEEL IS SO DAMN S**T!!!!

hari yg letih

Patut la Ila kuat makan! tentera Jepun serang.....hahahaha

Semalam...Ujan lebat giler...

Jalan JAMMMM!! PWTC banjir dengar-dengar nye.. (baru berangan nak balik awal!)

I made U-turn! sbb perut tgh bepintal-pintal sakitnye

Lepak umah kak mas (kat pelangi d'sara)

Geram tgk swimming pool tapi xle mandi (perot sakit period cramped!!)

Pastu Sara datang...Pergghh da kurus minah ni! gile la....jeles gue.....

Kak mas?? dlm proses kuruskan badan...!!!

Nape depa nak kurus kan badan ek? Na kawen da ke?? ngee ngee...

Ila sorang je yg kuat+banyak makan semalam! hahahah

(1packet of jacob's biscuit+1cup caffeine+1bowl of kue teow tomyam at 1 shot! gile x?)

Drove back home on 10:30p.m last nite! so damn sleepy that time!

Karaoke sorang-sorang,bukak tingkap kete luas2...

(sampai ade kete dok tego ila!nyani kuat2!hahaha..malu jer..siap kene keja yg tak tahan tuh! ;p)

OoHH....I did scratch my car AGAIN! aduoii....

My lovely MyVi ~i do love u~ :'(

So...weekend Ila ade project!!!??? Waxing my car!

(Buat sendiri ok tak??bole bujet!itu yg penting ;p)

Ila-chan

1. Waiting for abang Domino's anto pizza! (Sesungguhnye, saye mmg pemalas nak masak!rasuah Man blk umah teman Ila tido mlm ni...mak ngan abah balik esuk! nge nge ngee)

2. Da benci lelaki?? erm, mungkin ye...dan mungkin tidak...mungkin yer sbb saye tak penah jumpe yg "seswai" lagi! Tapi, kirenye tak la 100% beci...ade sket la...dlm.....45%??

3. Berjaya memujuk a.k.a pakse ayu beli CKin2u perfume....sangat sweet bau...RM207 melayang minah tu sabtu lepas....

4. Ila? berjaya membeli 1wedge...ergh!!lari sunguh! Ila kan nak beli pump shoe?? yg pasti reger RM15.05 yer...mcm cap pasar malam tak? hahaha....yg pasti, cun!

5. Sangat bosan dengan ketiadaan mak ngan abah kat umah! Lame tak makan nasik :(

6. Sangat benci dengan diri sendiri yg tak pandai menimbang pikir antara benda yg elok dgn yg tidak!

7. Ila, nak pegi joli2 katak! nak buat semua bende yg Ila tak penah buat! Fill the life to the max! Tapi, free from random sex, drugs & alcohol!

8. Laser treatment in my waiting list.....duit lagik $$$

9. Kuat makan sekarang! cikedis+kacang+soft drinks....I put on weights laaa....tapi tak kire! sedap! heheheh

10. Lots of wedding reception to be fulfilled.....erghh...pening! Nak pegi yg mane 1??

Tentang Abah ii

Akhirnye.....
Abah dpt jugak peluk Ila semalam
Die kate Ila sombong sekarang nih..hahahaha...
Ayat tak bole tahan abah kua lagik....
"Ila jer sorang anak popuan yang abah ade"
....hehehehehehe.....

Ada apa dengan cinta?

If the 1st cut...was the deepest!

Then the 2nd....made me really over into love.....

Yang pasti......Ila tak nak the 3rd Cuts!!

Let the LOVE find the ways

::cukup-cukup nak pk bende2 nih.....sekarang! I hav my own goals::
1- To be totally successful chick!
2- Drive a brand good car! VW Golf? Mini?Fairlady??Erm...who knows? ;p
3- Get the higher salary....of Course!!!
4- Don't rely on MAN!! Gune kan pepatah the Pussycat Dolls.. " I Don't Need a Man...& I Don't Need a Ring around my finger!" untuk suksess.....yes!
5- Be a roarer than the crier! kene kuat Ila!!
6- Be rich!!! It's all about the Money $$$$
7- Jangan jadi lembik! (try....even hard!)

Ila copy & paste from Betty's entry.......Saye sgt serunuk bace entry kamu kali ni......bagus3....baik utk aku.....mMuaaahhhh......thx kakak!

• If He’s Not Asking You Out – he’s just not that into you
• If He’s Not Calling You – he’s just not that into you
• If He’s Not Dating You – he’s just not that into you
• If He Doesn’t Want to Marry You – he’s just not that into you
• If He’s Breaking Up with You – he’s just not that into you

So girls.....Me especially.....BEWARE!!

Tentang Abah

Abah....the most coolest man ever! hehehe

Pecaye or tak my dad 63years old thn ni... (sian Abah...kalau jumpe member sebaya dgn die, depa semua da bercucu...Abah?menantu pun takde....kdg2 sian je tgk Abah....hehehe)
Bile orang tanye nape Ila tak kawen lagi?? Ila sure jawab Ila tak laku! nge ngee.....

Erm....ekceli, Abah baru got his new hair cut..... Since Abah ni kelako org nye.... Die siap tunjuk ngan Ila die nak buat "spiky" hair style! hahahaha......Siap nak pinjam hair gel Man lagik! hahaha.....lawak la Abah ni.....

Semalam.....Abah nak manje2 ngan Ila.... (tapi Ila takdok mood....sbb tak sihat sgt) Then, Ila layan tak layan je.... he ends up cakap Ila sombong....pastu lari kat Mak....Sambil tu mulut die ngomen2..Die kate "naseb bek la anak popuan Abah sorang je...Kalau ade 2,3...Abah da pegi kat lain...tak nak ngan Ila" hehehehhe.....

Yang pasti.....statement ni Ila tak bole tahan nak gelak (Ila tak jadi merajuk bile dengar Abah cakap ni..) "Nee..(my dad called my mum with it) saye nak anak popuan sorang lagi la!" hahahahhahahah.....ngarot betul abah ni! Ila gelak besar dengar Abah ckp mcm tu! ;p

Bile line clear (bile Ila ngan Abah jer yg ade) Abah kerap bercerita tentang kawen...baby...erghh....seramnye! Tapi Ila tau...Abah bukan memakse....Ila laju2 je jawab...."Ila tak de boypren bah....nape Abah dok ckp mcm ni....Abah carik kan je la untuk Ila...kan senang??" Laju je Abah jwb OK...hehehheh (dibuat nye la kalau apak Ila carik kan betul2....mati Ila!) hehehehhe.....Sian kat Abah....tp nak buat mcm ne kan.......

Mase kami 4 beradik kecik....perghhh Abah sgt3 garang! Jgn kate dgr suare die je kami takut....Kalau dengar die berdehem pun sure kami 4 beradik senyap! Kalau ngan Mak....masih bole tolerate ....bole buat lagi nakal2....kalau ngan Abah?? JANGAN HARAP!!

Rotan? Hanger? eleh.....kami 4 beradik da biase! Nakal sungguh kami... (ila pun same yer) hahahah......Ketuk ketampi??? alah bisa tegal biase da kami 4 beradik......gigil2 kaki kalo kene ketuk ketampi.... (time ni la Ila akan buat muke "kesian" kat mak.....then, mak la yg tolong backing! baeekkk punye!) heheheheh

Seingat Ila......Abah yg banyak mengajar kami 4 beradik (Abah aja....jenis yg pukul2...rotan2...) tentang idop.... Mak...banyak mengajar dengan cara ibu-ibu..... (bagus jugak.....buat kami jadi org jugak skrg nih)

Rindunye zaman kanak2 Ila...... =)

Pesanan Buat Cik Ayu...

Cadangan telah disuara kan pada Cik Ayu....setelah tgk Nona tadi....Cik Ayu....Ini pesanan buat kamu.....

" Nyah,ko tiru sebijik mcm sari yanti kawen tau! aku suke....theme putih+merah(mati la...aku mcm da gile kaler merah skrg! tgk henpon pun da tau yer...) . Sgt simple..moden pun yer jugak..ei..aku suke! Kalo ko buat mcm tu nyah...sure aku tak nak balik umah da lepas dtg kenduri umah ko~Aku sibok nak begamba je nnt!! hehehehe...pastu Nyah, kalau ko nak tgk kedai the "wedding planner" yg sari yanti pakai.....aku bole tunjuk Nyah....dekat ngan area umah aku!Yay.....best3!"

~ Sesungguhnye....tiap kali aku lalu depan kedai die....aku mmg suke tgk kedai die! The best word to described, MENARIK!! Ergh....ni yg tak sabo aku nak kawen ni..... Kalaulah kite bole men kawen olok-olok mcm mase kecik-kecik dulu kan best... (Erk...pasangan kawen olok2 Ila mase kecik2 dulu pun da nak kawen da dengar-dengar nye..Mase kecik gatal men kawen2..da besar ni,bile jumpe ato selisih...buat2 tak kenal jer tuh! ahahahah....malu3). Buat kawan-kawan (geng) yg nak kawen.....good luck....Nnt jgn tak bagi Ila nak men ngan anak korg tau....

Going to classified my Weekend as "Boring weekend" ...Ayu busy with classes...Na ajak org g swim...tak de member plak! Dalam keadaan kewangan skrg ni...duit plak tak de nak jimba2.....Nak pow org la....hehehhe.....erm.....sape nak jadi mangse....nge nge ngee....

Yesterday's exam?? It was a big disaster again and again...Erm.....rase nye seperti harapan tinggal harapan je la nak jadi PTD ni....payoh la pekse.... (Segala OIC, NAM, Olympic...perghh......Ila tak reti!) Jadi, tunggu saje slip result abg posmen bawak nnt yer....huhuhu.....

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