Bahana Penggemar Kopi Yang TEGAR

Alhamdulliah..hari ni lega sikit. Semalam, sakit betul kepala sampai pegi amek MC. Mungkin disebabkan dari ketagihan kopi tahap melampau Ila kot? SAYA AKAN CUBA MENGURANGKAN KUANTITI PENGAMBILAN DOS KAFFEIN HARIAN SAYA! CUBA YER..BUKAN AZAM! ;p

MC yang doktor bagi sepatutnya Ila gunakan untuk berehat kan? Haha. Ila sampai je rumah. Abah dengan Bob terkejut tengok Ila ponteng. NAMPAK SANGAT SELAMA NI SAYA PEKERJA YANG AMAT DEDIKASI. Makan-makan dulu PENTING TUH.LAUK MAK SEDAP.Lepak kejap. Sidai kain. Abah ngan Bob keluar rumah je Ila terus mop umah! TAPI MOP KAT BAWAH JE. Tingkat atas, Ila dah tak larat.

Cik Ayu siap suruh Ila beronggeng-ronggeng lagi. NAK RONGGENG MACAM NE NYAH?KERETA APAK AKU PAKAI! Ditambah pulak dengan sakit kepala nye..memang tak dapat la. MAK CALL PETANG SEMALAM PUN ILA TAK SEDAR.

Terase macam best pulak duduk umah. Tak payah pergi kerja.Haha.Ini practice dulu. Later on, baru kenyataan. Erm..entah lah.

Sebelum balik rumah dari office semalam, Ila ade call Ejan. SEBAB DAH JANJI NAK OUT LUNCH TOGETHER & NAK BAGI CAKE ILA EARLIER. Maka, terpaksa lah cancel. Tak larat betul semalam. Driving pun pecut bagi cepat sampai klinik. Tapi sempat lagi berangan, "Kalau Ila pull over the car agaknye, mesti ade lelaki kacak dan menawan tolong bawak pegi klinik" SANGAT BERANGAN DAN PERASAN.

Saya try pergi jumpe hari ni. Itu pun kalau Ila kene pergi office Consultant "Manja". Memandangkan lokasi Site Ejan yang strategik dengan office consultant. Hmm...sure sekejap lagi Ila dapat panggilan maut untuk dapat kan progress JMR a.k.a Measurement Records. Macam la tak boleh nak angkat ganggang & call sendiri tanye kat R.E tu progress nye? Hey...ngade-ngade!

Ila rindu kamu.

Saya sangat RINDU sama adik-adik ku!! 2hikur secara jumlahnya. Semalam, Adik cakap die nak balik ke KL this Friday. Soalan pertama yang terpacul kat mulut adik?? Dia minta Ila buat kan kek coklet lagi.Nak bawak bekal balik Bukit Mertajam. Betapa Ila tak pernah nak hanta adik pegi UiTM. Sian adik. Kawan-kawan adik cakap kek Ila buat sedap... ;p NASIB BEK KANAK-KANAK BAWAH UMUR SEMUANYE! KALAU TAK, MESTI DAH ADE YANG ANTA ROMBONGAN PEGI ZOO HULU KELANG. HAHA. Disebabkan Ila teramat-amat rindu kat adik-adik, Ila nak letak gamba dorang!

Ignore the most left yer. Adik n Man. We rock!!

Ila ade try buat Cheese Cake! Yummy?? erm...yummi la. MAHAL TU KOS NAK BELI BARANG. Kesimpulannye, tak bole buat selalu. Lagi pun, boleh menambahkan berat badan tuh. Sebab da janji dengan Cik Ayu, Ila upload kan gamba kek tu. PERHATIAN: KEK NI AGAK MESSY..MUNGKIN SEBAB PERCUBAAN PERTAMA :p

Hasilnya...Agak Hangus kan?? Kan??
Orang pesan 150deg celcius.
Ila letak 160deg celcius.
Dan Inilah hasilnya.Pandangan atas sebelum dipotong

Close-up sikit.
Cemburu tak??
Comot tapi sedap tau.
Sape mau?Sementara stok masih ada.


Oh! Lupe nak cerite. Me n Mak, Mak actually! Ade hobby baru. Mak kemaruk sangat nak buat gelang, rantai etc guna kristal + manik (macam kristal, tap bukan yer).Then, tak pasal-pasal Ila pun ditarik bersama untuk join hobi baru Mak ni. Actually, nice. Mak sangat creative compared to me. Ni salah satu contoh gelang yang dah siap. Comel kan?? Itu design Ila. Mak tolong mulakan sumbat-sumbat, Ila siapkan! PROUD ILA.PROUD.

Hasil creativy Mak tercinta + Idea Ila.
NAK JUGAK!TAK NAK MENGALAH.haha.


Hik Hik Hik....Sebenarnya kan, semalam jugak merupakan percubaan pertama Ila pakai tudung Ekin! Lawa! Eh silap LAWAK! Bagus! Percubaan yang berani dari ILA!

Tolong la faham!

Mode: Sangat Marah untuk manusia yang tak faham BAHASE!

Pagi-pagi lagi Ila da dapat 1 msg rintihan lagik!!!

Ei......tolong la.....SERABUT!!!!

Tak paham ke???

Dah gune ayat lembut pun ko tak paham.....ayat kasar?lagi la ko tak paham!!

SANGAT TAK FAHAM KE ko???

Kalau sekali da cakap tak nak! Maknenye aku mmg tak nak! Erghhhhh!!! Payah nak cakap ngan org tak paham bahase ni!

Tolong lah faham...Ila tak perlu kan sesape lagi!!! Tolong lah faham!! Belum masenye lagi..

Hilang year 2009 resolution aku!!!

I Missed it!

The Results:
1. Jenson Button (Britain) Brawn - Mercedes 1h 10m 59.092s
2. Nick Heidfeld (Germany) BMW Sauber +00:22.700
3. Timo Glock (Germany) Toyota 00:23.500

*********

Rugi tak pegi rasenye..Full of dramas loh smlm nyer race..isk isk isk! Tahun ni tak de gamba ngan Sauber!! Neway, congrate!

My F1-team, Next year kite pegi yer..saye bizi skek tahun ni..Hopefully kite bole pegi next year..

unsatisfied

Kenape mase nak beli salesgirl ckp:
"Yes Miss, this is a waterproof eyeliner. It won't smudges"

Hell what!! aku pakai smudge je! Kene tipu ke ni?? Sile tgk gamba!

Kalo smudge jugak...bek pakai cap yg bole jumpe kat pharmacy je! Elianto pun ok jugak eyeliner nye..Lagi syok pakai.Senang nak apply...(Tapi susah nak cuci) But, effect die??! Sure dramatic! Yer..saye mmg suke! ;p

Disebabkan Ila beli mahal (bagi aku ler...sbb selalu pakai cap ayam nye je) Jadi, on certain occasions saje saye akan pakei yg kunun "anti-smudge" nyer version. G opis? pakai yg murah sudah! hehehe

Weekend clasS? Awesome! Tapi sakit pinggang! Die bagi ddk kat kusi tak le sandar!

$ $

Sape kate bile gaji besar hidup senang? Mewah?? Sape kate???! Meh aku sekeh!

Betul tak? bile makin besar gaji kite...makin banyak yg kite nak beli.

Kadang-kadang power of buying bigger than needs!

Makin tinggi gaji makin besar selera?Tapi, cap Ayam pun okay ape??Asal pandai pilih!

Makin tinggi gaji makin demand dgn kerja?

Tapi..kadang-kadang buat Ila terfikir...Nak gaji besar-besar tapi Pandai ke Aku nak Buat Keje?? Mampu ke nak pikul Tanggungjawab??

Plus, berkat ke duit yang Ila dapat dgn kerja yg macam ni??

:: Kenape Ila emo?? hehehe Sebenanye, skrg ni da takde keje!! Ila bole donlod muvi n tgk muvi during office hour plus++ Ila bole menjait butang-butang baju Ila!! Jangan jeles ::

31.03.1980

~31.03.1980~

Yer..Semalam, Anniversary Mak & Abah yg ke-29thn! Wow..

Happy Anniversary Mak & Abah ;p

Last nite, kami celebrate ber4 pegi dinner kat lua.Lagi 2 hikur adikku, jauh!hehehe (selamat duit haku)

Venue? Perhatikan kronologi kat bawah ni & betapa kami tak reti nak pilih tempat makan yg menarik yer!
[ Sebab, mak punye prinsip..kalau bayar memahal,makan tak sedap..mak masak lagi bagus! ;) betul3! Ila sokong ]

1. Italian Restaurant - dekat Ampang jugak (Ila's choice)
2. KFC?? - adui...ni common lah! we r celebrating annyversary lah Mak! (Mak's choice)
3. Ampang Young Tow Foo - betol ke x eja ntah.. (Abah's choice)
4. Roti Nan + Ayam Tandori - Ado kedai mamak kat BBA ni..suke beno depa pegi! (Mak&Abah's choice)
5. Kenny Roogers - (Mak's choice)
6. Nasi Ayam Damansara Utama~ampang branch of coz~ - (Abah's choice)

Perasan x? dr tempat yg best-best nak pegi dinner...last-last makan Nasi Ayam je??

Abah yg nak try sangat.Katenye, selalu lalu je tapi tak penah singgah. Ok..layan kan aje..

Mak tanye best ke x? (Deria rasa mak agak terganggu sbb kurang sihat) Dah tentu la Ila jawab "Mak masak lagi sedap! xde sape bole lawan...kan Abah??" ehe he he.. Mak senyum bangga je la...

Bob?? ikut kan aje kami nak makan mane! Aku tak kesah...bukan aku yg drive semalam yg penting.. Ha ha ha ha... Pusing la ko 1 Ampang mlm td Bob!


** Ade ke patut depa tanye bape ringgit total?? Ila nak belanje nih...Iskhhh... yg penting...Mak ngan Abah stick together stronger! Ngam!! MuaAhhhhhhhh **

dull

It’s been a while Ila not “celoteh”. Last weekend, I attended my ex-schoolmate weeding at Kuala Pilah, N9 ~Again!~ Nice reception.. (lauk pun sedap ;p ‘+’ the very awesome “kampung” atmosphere)

Few wedding receptions been invited. Unfortunately, I can’t satisfy with all the invitation. Those wedding which I have to skip, I am truly sorry. “Selamat Pengantin Baru” . Every comes with a reason.

I need to open a new book! Don’t look backward! Look forward from now on!! Ila can!!


I registered with a class. (Class ape..rahsie!!) Every Sunday,2pm to 4pm (Please yer….Me not available during that specific hours

Yg best nyer...Ila p register ngan MAK!! terharu tak?? hehehehe.... (Mak siap temankan Ila p interview yer kawan-kawan...skali die tejumpe plak kedai kain + pengantin!) Perghhh.....aksi berangan mak bermule sudah!! adeh....Sapo plak yg nak kawen ni Mak??? confuse! hahahahaha

Jalan-jalan kat Kmpg Baru & Jln Hj Taib!! Perghh seram!! Kami jalan kaki yer...tak sanggup nak bawak kete merempuh jem!! Teman Mak membeli barang sempena Hobi terbaru beliau.... (Buat gelang....sape-sape nak tempah...bole kontek saye ;p)

Ila jumpe New Project Signboard....."Kerja-kerja Menaiktaraf Jln Raja Hussien...bla bla bla " kat Chow Kit aritu!!! PERGHHHHH it was a project I handled before with my previous company lar!!!! hahahah..... Santek la pasar chow kit nnt!

Nak beli eyeliner! Da abes!! Cap ape yg best??

Mangga + Mak + Abah

Akhirnye!

Semalam....saye berjaya pegi klinik!! AlonE!! omak tak nak teman...siap sound "pegi bejalan ntah kemane-mane awk lepas...pegi klinik plak tak lepas-lepas"

Nape mak marah sgt?? da tentu la...sudah genap seminggu ila "suffer" dgn bahana makan mangga aritu tak elok-elok lagi! Ergh...huduh skrg!

Abah...siap menambah!!! "Awak ni Ila...kuat-kuat sangat la bejalan tuh...nnt sakit kaki mcm Mak Lang baru tau!" hahahaha.....ku hanya mampu tergelak!! Abah.....abah....

Ekceli, last week-end....We all (Abah+Mak+Ila+Ayong) g kenduri anak member mak ngan abah mase mude2 dulu...

Then, suddently...abah mengeluarkan statement hagak bole gigil lutut!

Abah nak buat my wedding at somewhere yg Ila rase kind of best jugak area Ampang ni!! Perghhh.....(lokasi rahsia! takut tak jadi..buat malu je! hahaha)

Ternganga luas jugak la mulut...Mak?? Of coz kuakan ayat stended..."Tak de duit jangan nak berangan la Ila..." ;p

Ila cume tekejut...Mano nak carik duit Abah aii....Uihh...Kemain angan-angan abah ni... (Menurut Bob... ni gara-gara Abah tgk ade org kawen kat "situ"!)

Pergh....mmg gigil lutut!! Mano nak kurik duit.....hahaha (Lokasi sebenar :Bukan kampung pengantin) Kalau abah sponsor....Ila ikut jer... ;p


Kesian Abah...mesti die dah terase bahang member Ila da ramey yg kawen nih...die risau! Mesti die teringin....(Ila tau...saje buat-buat tak paham je..tak salahkan??)

Ila selalu igtkan Abah...Ila tak dok boypren..Tapi, kalo la skrg ni da ado boypren pun....sure gigil kepale lutut ni lagi kuat! Silap-silap lari alignment lutut Ila!! Abah....carikan aje utk Ila kalo nak cepat...La la la la la.....
(Mau ke aku?? ERRkk.... ;p)

How Can I Tell Her

How Can I Tell Her By LoBo

Wish to refresh your mind...just click here

She knows when I'm lonesome.
She cried when I'm sad.
She's up in the good times.
She' s down in the bad.
Whenever I'm discouraged.
She knows just what to do.
But girl, she doesn't know about you.

I can tell her my troubles.
She makes them all seem right.
I can make up excuses.
Not to hold her at night.
We can talk of tomorrow.
I'll tell her things that I want to do.
But girl, how can I tell her about you?

How can I tell her about you?
Girl, please tell me what to do.
Everything seems right whenever I'm with you.
So girl, won't you tell me.
How to tell her about you?

How can I tell her I don't miss her whenever I'm away.
How can I say it's you and I think of every single night and day.
But when is it easy telling someone we're through.
Ah girl, help me tell her about you


Sooo sad for the girl which the singer reffering tooOoo....

Cerita mangga

Padan muke haku!!

Dah tau tak le makan mangga...nak jugak makan! hah! rase kan!

Erghh.....abes la...

Ila punye mate da bengkak sebelah! (pakai spek arini p keje!)

Tepian2 mulut pun da bengkak.... (Gatai!!!!)

Leher pun da merah-merah

Telinge pun da stat merah-merah!

Arghhhh!!! yg pasti muke ila macam alien skrg nih! amat tak selesa! GATAL!!!

Elergik makan mangge??!! hahahaha....pelik jer...apesal la org len tak macam Ila??huhuh

Korang:

Teringat mase blaja dulu.... kalo korang bawak mangge, korang tlg kupas kan utk aku tebal2 kan? Bagi aku makan tak tekena getah mangge tuh....(tgk, skrg aku nak makan, aku pun da tak reti nak kopek! abes muke aku gatai2 nih....huhuhuh sengsara!)

Masak untuk makan same-same pun manjang yang tak pedas-pedas....sbb korang tau perut aku tak tahan makan pedas....Sian korang...Padahal korang semua dlm umah tu makan pedas.....yang ni, aku memang hargai pengorbanan korang...sgt2....

Bile korang nak masak bende yg aku tak le makan.....korang asing kan utk aku....isk isk isk....aku terharu betul ngan korang....korang sayang aku kan??? aku pun sayang korang jugak....Wuarghh.....rindunye zaman belaja dulu.....

(Sok, kalo korang da kawen....aku dtg umah korang....jgn buat2 tido tau....wink wink wink)

Biol ke sudah?

Ila tak tau ape kene ngan Ila lately...kenape??

1. Da 2 hari berturut-turut Ila tak pakai Jam kesayangan Ila g keje! Nyanyuk ke akuh???

2. Can't stick with my decision! E.g: bile da gosok baju na pakai g keje, last2 pakai baju lain! adeh...buang mase!

3. Asik la kuat makan.....(PMS?? tak la!! da period da bulan ni!)

4. Asik mengantok! padahal....manjang tido awal lately! Knape ila nih??? Kopi dok tegok banyak pun tak jalan....da TEGAR! ;p

5. Kini, kurang berase risau...sekiranye Ila akan jadi penganggur terhormat start June '09 nih! hehehe

Her Chronologies of "The Secret"

The book illustrated

I bought a motivation book past few weeks back...Ade orang sujes kat Ila..bace buku ni to motivate myself...Rupe-rupenye, buku ni fames rupenye...Ila je yg tak tau....Cover buku, menarik...ala-ala LOTR, worth buying Ila rase (Rm79.90). To improve myself..tak salah kalau berbelanje sikit kan? This is my lullaby book..

"The Secret" by Rhonda Byrne

Reading Progress: 16/3/2008 - 10%
.::. Ila da mule terase bahang buku ni...try to conquere the Law of Attraction .::.

hari minggu saye

Last weekend?
Waxing-Myvi's weekend project still pending..... ;p

Saturday:
Pegi keje mcm biase...believe it or not, past these weeks Ila busy with final measurement, claims etc...
Lunch with ejan...great Lunch at Mc'D. Sementara tggu die tinted both front & rear glass...
During bargain's session at the tinted film shop, Ila menggunakan kuase persuading ;p (Ejan banyak gelak je...)
Then, she came out with an idea "Ila, aku rase ko elok tuka pegi marketing line lah..ko pandai pujuk orang..." hahaha.....Saye berjaya memujuk cino kedai tu tinted kete Ejan (Front & Rear) with RM200...hehehehe.

On Saturday...Ila officially da jadi member of WWF(World Wild Life)!!! yay!!
~ lame ila carik jalan how to get into such this programme ~
Now my aim.....to sign-up as an organ donour...officially!
~Since I mention it here, dear my friend, if something happened on me, please let them know....I would like to give my organ for those needed most~

I tried to sign-up earlier to b a donour (last one-an-half year ago) but, kind of lost which part of my organ to be donoured too??takut pulak bile ticking the boxes...
~heart? kidneys? eyes? skin???~ my goodness....I am just scared to death! sampai tak le buat decision!~

But the most pathetic is....I never had donoured my blood! so damn lame! am I?
~The reason: saye mabuk darah!heheh~ but, how deeply Ila nak tlg....Allah je yg tau.....

In the evening, Ila teman Ejan searching for her & his future husband honeymoon location... (Ejan...I adore both of u guys...bole tak kirenye aku jadi sportlight ko mase ko honeymoon?? hehehehe...Nak IKUT!!huhu...da terbayang2 dlm kepale aku mcm ne best nye korang nye trip)

Sunday:
Ok, I did attend 2 wedding receptions....nnt Ila upload gamba....
1. @Beranang (Shahril + partner)
2. @ Batang Benar, Nilai ( Mas + Wan)
Both....my ex-schoolmates.....

Ila ngan my dear besfren, stay kat umah wan + mas sampai pukul 5:30p.m... Serunuk.....So liked kampung...peacefull...sgt tenang....
Kami teman pengantin tangkap gamba kawen.... (tak pasal-pasal muke kami pun ade nnt skali yer....)
Ila.....keep repeating the same question to wan... "mane pokok buah rambutan ko Wan?? aku nak buah...jom la pegi petik!" hehehe...."belumm musim la numa...." hehehe
Both pengantin very open-minded...
~Wan..aku soh ko bersilat ngan keris tipu2 ko tu ngan baju pengantin...ko slumber je kan?? hahaha
~Mas...kamu sgt cantik....time ko kawen pun ko still rock! xmcm pengantin langsung! bagus...tak hipokrit! saye suke...heheheheh

Another Taken...

Mas & Wan Chan

From left: amat, jibam, fazli, ika, ila , ayu & the newly-wed

15 March 2009

1st Newly-wed Couple : Shahril (bulu) + partner (ina...name die kalau tak silap ila)
Location : @ Beranang

2nd Newly-wed Couple : Mas + Wan chan (Both ex-schoolmates)

Location : @Batang Benar, Nilai

1. Reception...awesome! Ila ngan ayu melepak kat umah pengantin sampai pukul 5:30pm. Umah wan, so liked-kampung! tenang betul....Ila suke!
2. Wan, ko mmg best! mas pakai kan ko Fake lashes kat ko...ko tetap menten! hehehe
3. Mas, kamu sangat cantik! (baju korang aku suke! santek!)
4. Overall....best sgt3....(ila hepi kalo tgk orang len pun hepi...)

Akhmar a.k.a Kemang & Mun

From left: Ayu, Amat (seperti pasangan dlm gamba ni! heheh), The Newly-wed & me

1 February 2009

*** Ini gamba utang sebenarnye...former entry. Lambat upload sebab henpon Ila rusak that time! So..enjoy....Both ex-schoolmates jugak...Me?in Red Kebaya! wink wink wink ***

Tagged again by bride-to-be ;p

1.Someone tells you they love you, you say...
If he/she is my dearly friends, I would answer "I do love u too..." while straring straight to his eye....kalo kawan kamceng...cium skali! hehehe

2.If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
Lottery??? Definitely so not me! hehehe.....But, if i won a lot of money...the first thing I would buy...A pair of PUMP SHOE! sbb da lame nak, tapi tak beli2...the rest, save!

3.Do you miss anyone?
Yes.... :'( soOOo Deeply

4.Who was driving the last time you were in a car?
Ila,always the driver....Ooh, yesterday...the Newly Wed couple. I mean the groom. Ikut diorang g snap wedding photo... (nge nge ngee... nyibok je muke ila ngan ayu dlm wedding photo depa!hehehe.Kami siap jadi penasihat "pose" yer ;p)

5. Do you like your bed?
Yes!! ade bantal banyak! best3....

6.Will this weekend be a good one?
This becoming weekend?? ade wedding reception lagi....but, I think I can't make it loh...

7.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
Definitely......if he is the one.... ;p

8.How is your hair?
Pony-tailed with black band + covered with tudung ;p

9.Do you like your life as of now?
Like it or not....maybe this is the faith of my life...My life, just so~so lately....
But, I am sure I would defenitely love my future....amin....

10.Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Who doesn't? hehehehe

11.Do you drink coffee?
Yess!!!! My love.... 3cups daily at least

12.Does anyone call you babe or baby?
Once upon a time....does....

13.What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Reading....."The Sectret" my goodness......such a motivate book! bace3.....jangan tak bace!

14.Do you like surprises?
Yes...but, only in the positive way....please. The latest, I was surprised to death!Ergh!!

15.What are your plans for the future? .
Uncertain lagi....tapi, saye mau jadi orang yang lebih baik!

16.Have you ever set foot in a tanning bed?
No...dah gelap pun! tak payah tanning2

17.Do you make your bed everyday?
Yer loh....sapo lagi nak buat???

18.Your best friend tells you she is pregnant what is your reaction?
Yay......nnt bole beli baju baby yang comey2.....heheheh

19.Do you like pasta?
Who doesn't?? ;p

20.Whisper or shout?
Surrounding depend....

21.Swim or run?
Definetely SWIM..... (Erm...smlm baru tgk new swim suit dgn ayu...seksi!! next month beli!)

22.When did somebody tell you they loved you?
yesterday....the newly-wed couple... (terharu sbb kami teman kan dorang lame-lame... ;p)

23.Last person to annoy you?
Kajima's staff!!!! spoil mood aku pepagi!

24.Do you wish your hair was shorter or longer than it currently is?
Longer....wink wink wink...

25.Do you have a secret that less than 3 people know about?
yes

26.Have you ever had a phone conversation with someone who lived in a different state?
yes...with geng last week

27.Do you and your best friend have the same cell company?
Yess.... ;p

28.Are you good at persuading?
I guess....I am.... ;p

29.Are there a lot of people in your house?
Currently, just 4 of us (mak + abah + me + ayong)

30.Does the same person call you every single day?
Yes... ayu ;p

31.Last call received from who??
Zura chan....

32.What are you doing tonight?
Probably, reading "The Secret" by Rhonda Bryne

33.Do you have a guy friend you tell everything to?
erm.....i have i guess.....

34.Are you friends with more guys or girls?
Girls......

Geng...this is for u

Geng...this entry Ila buat khas untuk kamu....

Ila sayang kamu.....rase yg dah lame Ila tak rase ngan org lain...kamu tahu kan??
Tapi Ila pun nak kamu tahu...Ila pun nak kamu bahagia...kalau jalan itu yg kamu pilih...Ila ikut :'(
Ila tak kuat! tak kuat nak pegi kenduri kamu...kamu tahu kan??
Ila nak kirimkan adiah untuk kamu...sbb tuan badan tak berani nak pegi....
Ila tahu kamu pun mau Ila dtg ke sane tgk kamu kan?
Tapi..Ila mintak maaf sgt...Ila tak bule...Walopun Ila nak sgt3....
Kamu cakap Ila da berubah...Ila cume nak tunjuk kat kamu Ila kuat...
Kite hanye kawan...Ila harap...Ila faham....

Geng, kamu sakit teruk ke? dah sihat ke belum? Ila risau..
Kamu da tak nak kawan ngan Ila yer?
Ila kan kawan baik kamu....kamu yg ckp mcm tu dulu...atau...kamu pun same mcm H jugak?
Erghh.....
Ila cume na bertanyekan kabar kamu.... "sihat ke kamu?"
Ila cume nak cakap....Ila ok....Ila happy untuk kamu...
Sbb Ila sayang kamu.....

Geng...

Jangan lupekan Ila tau...Janji tau cumi....

p/s: Ila takkan lupe kan kamu...cume yg Ila harap ape yg keluar dari mulut kamu...kenyataan kamu...benar...

~OAR~ Shattered

Shattered by OAR

In a way,

I need a change

From this burnout scene

Another time, another town

Another everything

But it's always back to you

Stumble out, in the night

From the pouring rain

Made the block, sat and thought

There's more I need

It's always back to you

**

But I'm good without ya

Yeah, I'm good without you

Yeah, yeah, yeah

How many times can I break till I shatter?

Over the line can't define what I'm after

I always turn the car around

Give me a break let me make my own pattern

All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered

I always turn the car around

I had no idea that the night,

Would take so damn long,

Took it out, on the street,

While the rain still falls... Push me back to you...

***

Give it up, give it up, baby

Give it up, give it up, now

Now........

How many times can I break till I shatter?

Over the line can't define what I'm after

I always turn the car around

All that I feel is the realness I'm faking

Taking my time but it's time that I'm wasting

Always turn the car around

How many times can I break till I shatter?

Over the line can't define what I'm after

I always turn the car around

Don't wanna turn that car around

I gotta turn this thing around

~~~~~~~~~

Lagu ni sgt best! Ila suke bangat...meaning to the fullest! My current ringtone ;p

p/s: Geng, If u do still keep the CD,try listen to it.

mode : ****

I am totally feel like s**t rite now.....

: Ila : Mode :

Jobless Ila in few months ahead i guess.....

THE FEEL IS SO DAMN S**T!!!!

hari yg letih

Patut la Ila kuat makan! tentera Jepun serang.....hahahaha

Semalam...Ujan lebat giler...

Jalan JAMMMM!! PWTC banjir dengar-dengar nye.. (baru berangan nak balik awal!)

I made U-turn! sbb perut tgh bepintal-pintal sakitnye

Lepak umah kak mas (kat pelangi d'sara)

Geram tgk swimming pool tapi xle mandi (perot sakit period cramped!!)

Pastu Sara datang...Pergghh da kurus minah ni! gile la....jeles gue.....

Kak mas?? dlm proses kuruskan badan...!!!

Nape depa nak kurus kan badan ek? Na kawen da ke?? ngee ngee...

Ila sorang je yg kuat+banyak makan semalam! hahahah

(1packet of jacob's biscuit+1cup caffeine+1bowl of kue teow tomyam at 1 shot! gile x?)

Drove back home on 10:30p.m last nite! so damn sleepy that time!

Karaoke sorang-sorang,bukak tingkap kete luas2...

(sampai ade kete dok tego ila!nyani kuat2!hahaha..malu jer..siap kene keja yg tak tahan tuh! ;p)

OoHH....I did scratch my car AGAIN! aduoii....

My lovely MyVi ~i do love u~ :'(

So...weekend Ila ade project!!!??? Waxing my car!

(Buat sendiri ok tak??bole bujet!itu yg penting ;p)

Ila-chan

1. Waiting for abang Domino's anto pizza! (Sesungguhnye, saye mmg pemalas nak masak!rasuah Man blk umah teman Ila tido mlm ni...mak ngan abah balik esuk! nge nge ngee)

2. Da benci lelaki?? erm, mungkin ye...dan mungkin tidak...mungkin yer sbb saye tak penah jumpe yg "seswai" lagi! Tapi, kirenye tak la 100% beci...ade sket la...dlm.....45%??

3. Berjaya memujuk a.k.a pakse ayu beli CKin2u perfume....sangat sweet bau...RM207 melayang minah tu sabtu lepas....

4. Ila? berjaya membeli 1wedge...ergh!!lari sunguh! Ila kan nak beli pump shoe?? yg pasti reger RM15.05 yer...mcm cap pasar malam tak? hahaha....yg pasti, cun!

5. Sangat bosan dengan ketiadaan mak ngan abah kat umah! Lame tak makan nasik :(

6. Sangat benci dengan diri sendiri yg tak pandai menimbang pikir antara benda yg elok dgn yg tidak!

7. Ila, nak pegi joli2 katak! nak buat semua bende yg Ila tak penah buat! Fill the life to the max! Tapi, free from random sex, drugs & alcohol!

8. Laser treatment in my waiting list.....duit lagik $$$

9. Kuat makan sekarang! cikedis+kacang+soft drinks....I put on weights laaa....tapi tak kire! sedap! heheheh

10. Lots of wedding reception to be fulfilled.....erghh...pening! Nak pegi yg mane 1??

Tentang Abah ii

Akhirnye.....
Abah dpt jugak peluk Ila semalam
Die kate Ila sombong sekarang nih..hahahaha...
Ayat tak bole tahan abah kua lagik....
"Ila jer sorang anak popuan yang abah ade"
....hehehehehehe.....

Ada apa dengan cinta?

If the 1st cut...was the deepest!

Then the 2nd....made me really over into love.....

Yang pasti......Ila tak nak the 3rd Cuts!!

Let the LOVE find the ways

::cukup-cukup nak pk bende2 nih.....sekarang! I hav my own goals::
1- To be totally successful chick!
2- Drive a brand good car! VW Golf? Mini?Fairlady??Erm...who knows? ;p
3- Get the higher salary....of Course!!!
4- Don't rely on MAN!! Gune kan pepatah the Pussycat Dolls.. " I Don't Need a Man...& I Don't Need a Ring around my finger!" untuk suksess.....yes!
5- Be a roarer than the crier! kene kuat Ila!!
6- Be rich!!! It's all about the Money $$$$
7- Jangan jadi lembik! (try....even hard!)

Ila copy & paste from Betty's entry.......Saye sgt serunuk bace entry kamu kali ni......bagus3....baik utk aku.....mMuaaahhhh......thx kakak!

• If He’s Not Asking You Out – he’s just not that into you
• If He’s Not Calling You – he’s just not that into you
• If He’s Not Dating You – he’s just not that into you
• If He Doesn’t Want to Marry You – he’s just not that into you
• If He’s Breaking Up with You – he’s just not that into you

So girls.....Me especially.....BEWARE!!

Tentang Abah

Abah....the most coolest man ever! hehehe

Pecaye or tak my dad 63years old thn ni... (sian Abah...kalau jumpe member sebaya dgn die, depa semua da bercucu...Abah?menantu pun takde....kdg2 sian je tgk Abah....hehehe)
Bile orang tanye nape Ila tak kawen lagi?? Ila sure jawab Ila tak laku! nge ngee.....

Erm....ekceli, Abah baru got his new hair cut..... Since Abah ni kelako org nye.... Die siap tunjuk ngan Ila die nak buat "spiky" hair style! hahahaha......Siap nak pinjam hair gel Man lagik! hahaha.....lawak la Abah ni.....

Semalam.....Abah nak manje2 ngan Ila.... (tapi Ila takdok mood....sbb tak sihat sgt) Then, Ila layan tak layan je.... he ends up cakap Ila sombong....pastu lari kat Mak....Sambil tu mulut die ngomen2..Die kate "naseb bek la anak popuan Abah sorang je...Kalau ade 2,3...Abah da pegi kat lain...tak nak ngan Ila" hehehehhe.....

Yang pasti.....statement ni Ila tak bole tahan nak gelak (Ila tak jadi merajuk bile dengar Abah cakap ni..) "Nee..(my dad called my mum with it) saye nak anak popuan sorang lagi la!" hahahahhahahah.....ngarot betul abah ni! Ila gelak besar dengar Abah ckp mcm tu! ;p

Bile line clear (bile Ila ngan Abah jer yg ade) Abah kerap bercerita tentang kawen...baby...erghh....seramnye! Tapi Ila tau...Abah bukan memakse....Ila laju2 je jawab...."Ila tak de boypren bah....nape Abah dok ckp mcm ni....Abah carik kan je la untuk Ila...kan senang??" Laju je Abah jwb OK...hehehheh (dibuat nye la kalau apak Ila carik kan betul2....mati Ila!) hehehehhe.....Sian kat Abah....tp nak buat mcm ne kan.......

Mase kami 4 beradik kecik....perghhh Abah sgt3 garang! Jgn kate dgr suare die je kami takut....Kalau dengar die berdehem pun sure kami 4 beradik senyap! Kalau ngan Mak....masih bole tolerate ....bole buat lagi nakal2....kalau ngan Abah?? JANGAN HARAP!!

Rotan? Hanger? eleh.....kami 4 beradik da biase! Nakal sungguh kami... (ila pun same yer) hahahah......Ketuk ketampi??? alah bisa tegal biase da kami 4 beradik......gigil2 kaki kalo kene ketuk ketampi.... (time ni la Ila akan buat muke "kesian" kat mak.....then, mak la yg tolong backing! baeekkk punye!) heheheheh

Seingat Ila......Abah yg banyak mengajar kami 4 beradik (Abah aja....jenis yg pukul2...rotan2...) tentang idop.... Mak...banyak mengajar dengan cara ibu-ibu..... (bagus jugak.....buat kami jadi org jugak skrg nih)

Rindunye zaman kanak2 Ila...... =)

Pesanan Buat Cik Ayu...

Cadangan telah disuara kan pada Cik Ayu....setelah tgk Nona tadi....Cik Ayu....Ini pesanan buat kamu.....

" Nyah,ko tiru sebijik mcm sari yanti kawen tau! aku suke....theme putih+merah(mati la...aku mcm da gile kaler merah skrg! tgk henpon pun da tau yer...) . Sgt simple..moden pun yer jugak..ei..aku suke! Kalo ko buat mcm tu nyah...sure aku tak nak balik umah da lepas dtg kenduri umah ko~Aku sibok nak begamba je nnt!! hehehehe...pastu Nyah, kalau ko nak tgk kedai the "wedding planner" yg sari yanti pakai.....aku bole tunjuk Nyah....dekat ngan area umah aku!Yay.....best3!"

~ Sesungguhnye....tiap kali aku lalu depan kedai die....aku mmg suke tgk kedai die! The best word to described, MENARIK!! Ergh....ni yg tak sabo aku nak kawen ni..... Kalaulah kite bole men kawen olok-olok mcm mase kecik-kecik dulu kan best... (Erk...pasangan kawen olok2 Ila mase kecik2 dulu pun da nak kawen da dengar-dengar nye..Mase kecik gatal men kawen2..da besar ni,bile jumpe ato selisih...buat2 tak kenal jer tuh! ahahahah....malu3). Buat kawan-kawan (geng) yg nak kawen.....good luck....Nnt jgn tak bagi Ila nak men ngan anak korg tau....

Going to classified my Weekend as "Boring weekend" ...Ayu busy with classes...Na ajak org g swim...tak de member plak! Dalam keadaan kewangan skrg ni...duit plak tak de nak jimba2.....Nak pow org la....hehehhe.....erm.....sape nak jadi mangse....nge nge ngee....

Yesterday's exam?? It was a big disaster again and again...Erm.....rase nye seperti harapan tinggal harapan je la nak jadi PTD ni....payoh la pekse.... (Segala OIC, NAM, Olympic...perghh......Ila tak reti!) Jadi, tunggu saje slip result abg posmen bawak nnt yer....huhuhu.....

I have been followed without my permission! DAMN!!! <--erk...dirty word again! sorry... :(

Please.....I dont want to be followed....Ila mungkin akan tuka link!! tak suke!

=)

Err......Ila tak study lagi utk pekse this saturday!!!! Erghh...malas nye!

Pagi td....Ila berjaya merampok perfume mak saye!! yay!! Kesimpulannye, Ila amat wangi arini...hehehe....best la pulak perfume mak ni.....best3....

Bile anda ditujukan soalan "Is it true u mad with me?" What should you answer? Samada nak jawab sekadar nak menjaga hati atau jawab setulus hati? Both hati kene jage kan? Ssh!

Ila cube untuk keje jauh2...(Nak lari sebentar!Since de dpt few offers) Tapi, sian kat mak....Since last week mak keep on talking bout this issue...Jadi, smlm...I hav a gutt to ask mak...Mak tak bagi Ila keje jejauh ke ma..? Bile ditanye, die kate tak kesah.. "Awk nak g keje jejauh...pegi la..Tapi, kalau bole jgn la pegi kat tempat yg tak best...Tak LIVE!!...Awak jgn risau kat mak..." (Rock tak mak?? ;p) Ergh...sedih je kan?

Then, pagi td....Ila tau la nape yg die risau kan sgt kalau Ila keje jejauh... (Selain dr masalah mak nak berulang ke tempat keje die la yer) Mak sebenanye risau Ila g jejauh sorg2.Pastu die risau Ila tak pandai jage diri..

Ila : "Ila ni...mak tgk...tak pandai jage diri ke mak?"
Mak : "Mak tau awak pandai jage diri...Tapi, skrg ni kan mcm2 jenis org ade..mane tau kot ade yg dengki kat awak..Dok buat tak tentu hala kat awk ke.." (dlm otak saye cume pk org gune2 kan aje! macam yg jumpe2 bomoh tuh...sgt kolot tak Ila?) ;p
Ila : "Erm....mak ni....Ila bukannye cantik sgt pun sampai org nak jampi2 Ila!" hehehehe
Mak : "Org sekarang ni.....mane awak tau!" Erk...haaaa kan mak da marah....heheheh

Patut la pun...baru Ila teringat!! Dulu Ila penah mintak mak nak further study oversea (berangan je tau!) then, mak cakap... "Kalau nak g oversea...kawen dulu!!" Perghhhh.....nak kene kawen la pulak dulu ye mak? hehehehe......ye la...Ila try carik keje kat KL dulu yer mak....heheheh (Td, mak melancarkn ops nak masukkan balik ila keje ngan MAB! Ishhhh.....payoh la keje depan mate mak!! NNt mesti die complain baju Ila yankie lagik! hehehehe)

Facts About Me

Ini adalah utang tag dr Cik Ayu (Nyah...ade utang lagi 1! Pasal handbag..Tapi aku rase aku tak le nak buat la nyah..bag aku serabut! Tikus masuk bag pun aku tak pasan nnt) heheheh

Tagged By Cik Ayu...on 16 Random Facts About Me.

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 16 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment or tag them in your note to read this.

.::The Beautiful 16 Facts About Me::.

1) Colour? Ila suke Itam....baju + Beg + kasut banyak kaler hitam...kalau tak salah Ila ade 9 tudung kaler itam! Wow! ;p

2) Caffeinated! Yer!!! Ila seorang peminum kopi yg tegar! Kind of lost sket kalo sehari tak dpt!

3) Ila, cube nak terima a.k.a bukak pintu hati to lelaki...tapi, rase mcm da tak le nak bukak lagi dah....payah! Kalau benar ianya benar...maka, itu bukan la jodoh Ila...Tapi, kalau lah Ila ditipu...sesungguhnya,Ila tak sanggup ditipu lagik!!! Erghhhhh

4) Ila mudah sentap ye lately! jadi, sape-sape yg berjaya mengeluarkan soalan-soalan sensitip...jage-jage lah....Air mate senang je nak leleh skrg nih yer....

5) Sesungguhnya....Kini, Ila memegang kata nasihat mak :

"Kalau mak jadi awaklah Ila....Mak tak kesah da bende-bende ni (kawen+boyfren) ..Mak da ade keje...ade karier ...Mak da ade kereta...Mak single....Mak bole buat je ape-ape yg mak nak!" Erm....yer Mak...Ila ikut mak ckp!
(Walopun kate-kate mak tu cume nak sedapkan ati Ila je kan??)

6) Ila bukan lah mencari cinta kini! Yay! hehehehe. Bia die dtg sendiri! Malas dah! letih!

7) Ila pemaaf...Tapi, untuk melupakan, mungin bergantung pada tahap "sakit" nye Ila untuk memaafkan....Kalau Ila lupe...meaning, u r lucky! ;p tapi...biasenye....Ila maaf kan aje..... (mulut je yer...) hhehehe

8) Ila nak potong rambut.....Tapi, aritu nampak rambut zaza si kembar da sampai pinggang....Eishh,cantik pulak kalo rambut panjang.....hehehe.....

9) Ila nak colour rambut!!! Tapi tunggu next month la! Duit tak cukop!! APPROVED by parent! Yay...

10) Ila...really interest to someone that REALLY I can't attach! Jadi nyer....saye kene undur diri! (Even Ila tak tau sejauh mane kesahihan cerita nye....Anggap je la bukan jodoh kan?Sedap kan hati sendiri...sedapkan otak! tak nak semak2 dah!)

11) Erm...my chest a.k.a dada (jgn pk yg kat tempat lain yer...) would turn into red kalau Ila jiwa kacau! Contohnye kalau ila marah/gemuruh/nerves/takut! hehehe.....Tapi, nasib bek pakai tudung...bule cover...kalau tak...memang obvious! heheheheh. Tapi, rasenye...tak penah ade org yg pasan kot...Yg pasti, kalau time nak buat presentation/interview..sure merah! hehehehe. Ilang seksi akuh! ;p

12) Ila suke menyanyi! Yer!! Sape-sape ade Myvi bole cube...Volume 28th my fevret! Bule ilang tensen! jerit je sorg2...lantak pedulikkan ape org nampak! (Sbb takkan jumpe lagi dah kan?) hehehehe. Fevret song ever ~Only One by YellowCard~ Lagu ni Ila bule jerit kuat2!! Yay!!

13) Ila amat berangan-angan sebenanye untuk naik moto yg besar2 tuh.....Tapi tak sure ape model... (yg jenis kalo lalu kat highway tu...laju gile2..Bunyik pun bessssttt!!!!) Pergh!!! satu impian nih! alangkah best nye kalau dpt naik sekali pun jadi la...just nak merase!

14) Ade 1 Kerjaya impian.....tapi....mcm tak dpt je nak keja! menci!

15) Current weight 59kg......tak pecaye sudah! perut da muncit....lelemak di badan pun hepi! hehehe

16) Geng.......Ila tak penah benci kat kamu.....Ila cume benci ngan keadaan sekarang yg memakse Ila untuk berlakon jadi kuat.....sesungguhnye....lakonan ni amat payah!

~

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YAY!!!! Settle !!!! Yabedabedu....... ;p

Sat+Sun+Mon

Errm.....Lame tak mengarut kat blog....Nak update blog payah sket skrg... (Skrg saye sudah pindah upis baru....internet line tak connect lagi...jgan ditanye "nape" sbb sy mmg tak tau jopannye... Abah pulak bwk lappy g Tganu...Erghh.....BOSAN!)

14th Feb 2009 (Saturday)

1st Issue : Abah tak de!

Abah g Terengganu....ade few things to settle down! Meaning, no laptop, No surfing! Boring.....

Mak? tak payah masak la....makan je ape yg ade....tu yg syok tu... Abah kalo tau ni...mesti die ckp "Mati tak makan la korang berdua ni kalau die g Terengganu!"hahahahaha

2nd Issue : Pindah Upis

A whole day I have to b as "supervisor" to the workers! Multi tasking tak bile keje ngan Sato? heheheh.....Kemas-kemas upis...Angkat-angkat barang.... (Sakit belakang??Jgn ditanye! sakit woo...) Bau badan??Sedap sgt2 la...Kambing pun lagi wangi! eheheheh..... Yang pasti...totally exhausted!

Jai(the site-mate), ade mintak tolong Ila temankan die beli bunge... (Obviously for her girlfriend lor). Tapi, Ila ckp... "Aku pun nak jugak!" hehehe....Jadi kawan-kawan...saye dpt Fresh Rose yer..."Rose" not "Roses"...heheheh.... Tapi yg pasti, mase tgh tggu florist balut2 bunge utk Jai, Ila? Sentap!!! Tgk org beli for their loved ones...Pergh...sentap2...

Florist tu pun pasan Ila sentap...Jai?Pasan jugak Ila sentap...Then, the florist lady tu pujuk Ila "Girl, u already got 1 right? It's better than nothing...." sambil pegang bahu Ila...huhuhu.....bergenang jugak la mate saye.....huhuhuh..... (Untuk makluman bunge itu...bunge pertama saye! haha...sesungguhnye, Ila bukan la suke sgt menerima bunge dr orang...Tapi, bukan bermakne saye tak suke yer...) Erm...tibe2 teringat mase Ila konvo...Ila siap pesan ngan mak ngan abah... "Mak,Abah...tak payah la beli bunge kat Ila...Ila tak nak...bunge layu jugak nnt....buang duit je..Mak ngan Abah blanje Ila makan je la yer...." ;p (Ila dpt hp as my graduation present...utk makluman, hp tu pun da ilang semasa kejadian Ila dirampok!)

3rd Issue : Love is In the Air!!! Velantine??Naa.....Birthday Ayu.... =)

OOhh....Valentine?? Hari kekasih? Erm....berangan la Ila nak berkasih2 nih....Simpankan aje angan2 tu ye Ila...hehehe....Tapi takpe...buat ape nak sedih2? (Padahal.....hati sakit tau...) Since, hari itu merupakan Hari Jadi kawan baik saye......jadi...the ladies..berjimba2 la....heheh.... (Kakak...Happy Birthday....Sorry sgt...saye tak de duit nak blanje awk makan kat tempat yg best2...) Padahal...having dinner dgn korang pun.... Awesome! Ila, Ayu, Shila and Shery gemok! ehehhe....Tapi, kami ber4, sakit mate jugak la....tgk org kua couple2..Kami?? Makan sajer....

p/s: Shila...kamu cumil aritu.....santek cumil dan wangi.....saye suke.... ;p

15th Feb 2009 (Sunday)

Issue?? -None-

Pagi teman mak g TESCO lagik...Ila?ngantok sgt2...tapi mak soh temankan jugak...g jugak la...

Mak? mcm biase.... "Ila, mak ade voucher ...kalau kite spend RM170, kite dpt discount 10%" hehehe...Start dah mak ku....heheheh.... Then, Ila pasan la Mak ni.....kalau g TESCO ke....K4 ke...mesti die nak beli sardin! heheh Ila siap ckp kat mak lagi.. "Mak....kalaulah taukey sardin ni nampak mak beli mcm ni...mesti die da amek mak jadi duta dorg...." Mak gelak je dgr...

Aritu, die nak jugak lagi amek sardin! Tapi Ila marah! Ila ckp kat umah da melambak mak....Da tu die mcm tekedu tau....last2 Ila pun cakap la... "Mak amek la 1tin....puas kan ati tuh....nnt tak senang pulak duduk kat umah..." ehehehe....Mak...mak....Kami tegelak je... ;p

Then, the rest...Ila stay home a whole day! tgk tv...lepak-lepak ngan mak je....So, occasionally...kami berdua, makan+tido saje....heheheh.....

16th Feb 2009 (Monday Blues)

Sudah ade di upis baru! sudah ade aircond... (Tapi location tempat baru Ila amat tak strategik! Erghhh!!!!)

The best is......Ila dpt a GREAT news....geng....I know u will leave me sooner or later! n me? Feel like a sh**!!! <---Erk-dirty words ke tuh? maap!hehehhe

Ila today..

Ila nak list out je la ape yg jadi @ rase arini....sbb malas nak karang....eheheheh

• Saye sgt3 mengantok hari ni.... (penangan kua smlm! kua lambat ...balik pun lambat! kui 2 pagi...gile! ngantok bangat!)

• Saye happy....sbb Wulan ngan Awan da nak kawen....ehehehehe ( I am addicted to them! Mengarut punye cite...tapi dok tgk jugak....layankan aje...)

• Lense Ila buat hal arini.....takkan da koyak?baru tuka smlm! kalo koyak....maka rugi la Ila...ehehe....Pagi tdi tecicir! Dah jadi 1 keje pulak merangkak2 Ila ngan Mak pagi tadi carik lense ila kat lantai! hehehehe..

• Pagi td....da cite kat mak semua.....lega jugak la....mak best! =) Ila sayang sgt3 kat mak...

• Jap lagi kene angkut barang lagi la ni....malas betoi nak pindah upis ni.....org laki2 kat site ni mmg pemalas la! die tak tau ke Ila punye blakang sakit?? Dok angkat bende2 nih? Takkan la Ila nak canag kat semua org Ila sakit belakang? Ish!

waiting

Erm....I am waiting someone actually skrg ni! IShh....mane ni....janji kul 9 nak sampai umah.....ni da kul 9 lebih ni....Jangan le lambat2 sgt....Nnt mak abah pandang tak best la kalo Ila kua! Mano ko nih.....

Dah ler Ila da siap2 ni....tinggal nak sarung tudung je! Tak suke nye org janji2 yg mcm ni nih....mcm tak le paham plak....Ila ddk ngan parent la...kalau ddk umah bujang len la! Mate pun ngantok2 dah nih....mcm ne la nak g lepak nih?? adeh.......

Tadi Ayu ade msg Ila....my dear handphone is ready....yay!! Best3....rindu sgt3 dah kat henpon tuh....ssh nak dgr lagu...hehehehe......

Erm....mak, arini tak g keje.... (Ade sedara nak dtg umah td...org jauh....) Jadinye, pagi td Ila bule la g anta sevis kete...Alang2...Ila kua la lambat sket....Tapi, sempat lagi mak pujuk Ila jgn g keje...ehehehe..... (Sorry la ma...Ila nak save cuti Ila....)

Pagi tadi....mcm biase, Ila salam + cium mak before g keje (Abah,arini missed! Abah tido lagi td!) Tapi itu la.....pagi tadi Ila rase mcm semacam je....Ila dapat rase mak pun dpt rase Ila "sedih" sket arini..... Tadi mase salam n cium pipi mak...Ntah...rase mcm nak nangis je rase..sbb Ila pasan, Mak len sket arini salam ngan cium Ila.....herm...mak...Ila sayang mak....

Tadi mase g anta kete kat workshop....uncle....marah Ila...hehehehe (Sbb da overdue sevis!)hehehhe. Tapi sempat lagi kaco2 Ila td....eheheh....

So...saye masuk upis lambat td....best3.....

Kata Hati

Ila do want to share something.......
Tapi tak pandai nak tulis mcm mane....
hmmmmm
later......Ila tulis la kot

2nd Experiment

Yay.....

Semalam.....cubaan ke-2 Ila buat kek lagi (Hasil tunjuk aja Pcah! tenkiu Pcah)

Yg peliknye......sebenonye kek tu nek senget la....heheheh. Tapi takpe.....cover ngan topping.....Yang buruk...bile kene tepek, sure cantik kan? hehehehe.

Mak? Happy la......sbb die dok request dr pagi smlm nak makan kek.....

Abah? Erm.....lagi la triple happy....Sbb abah mmg suke bende2 nih....Tapi Abah tak le makan selalu!

Pagi tadi....Ila bawak sket pegi opis.....Semua tak caye Ila yg buat kek tu....Ade yg siap cakap,

"Ila, u beli cake kat Secret Recipe....U potong2, u letak dlm tupperware....u bagi kitorg makan....Then u cakap u buat..." Perghhh.......Gile la.....depa tak caye aku buat???!! Keciwa2.....hahahahahah

Tapi, yang penting......Sunagawa-san makan kek Ila.....heheheheh. (Dengan harapan die bawak la Ila balik Jepun nnt....heheheh)

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Semalam.....The purple kebaya da siap 100%..Ila sudah selesai jait butang!! heheheh...... (Tinggal nak carik brooch je lagi..Mane nak carik yek??Semua House??) Nak beli yg mcm mane yer.... Nak beli yg ade 3 brooch tu ke....ato beli 1 je....Herm.....Mak cakap, beli yg 1 tapi carik yg cantik2...ERm..tak tau la...takpe, plan lagik...... ;p

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Esok.....Ila nak pegi upis pakai comot2 je....Sbb esok Ila nak kene stat kemas2 site upis tuh..... (Sbb we all kene move out from there....Na kene pindah at Uptown....Bak kate kak yana, upis baru ni (Menyewa je pun) atas kedai Itik! ehehehe...... Kedai ITIK???!! hahahaha) Jadi, Ila plan, nak pakai t-shirt ngan jeans je....Senang nak panjat2 nnt....

Pinggang ni nape dok sakit lagi yek........ergh!! Nak kate Jepun dok serang, da nak surrender da pun! adeh....... (Ntah2, sbb Ila da lame tak minum susu kot! Erkk......ei! tak nak la! Macam da tak le masuk la skrg!)

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Erm....ade bende best nak cite....Abah...da berazam nak kurangkan isap rokok!! Macam tak caye je kan? Tapi Ila mmg nampak abah da kurang isap rokok! Best3...... Sebelum ni, Abah try benti isap rokok....Tapi, he turn into monster pulak Ila rase....Asik nak marah org je.....Tapi kali ni....Abah seems okay sangat3.....He much cooler.....Best! Abah mmg Best! Muah3.......Sayang Abah!

Heheheh.....Ila teringat aritu, mase duduk lepak2 ngan Abah....Ila cakap kat Abah...(Tapi, sebenanye, saje nak kacau die....hehehe)

"Abah... Ila pun nak siap rokok la mcm abah...baru la kite geng...Ila nak geng ngan Abah!"

eheheheh......Abah iye kan aje! (Tapi ye dlm terpakse! eheheheh kelaka je tengok Abah time tuh! Die tekejut ngan statement Ila kot! hehehehhe) Takpe2.....Abah kurangkan isap rukuk yer bah....Ila tak suke! Takut dgr Abah batuk teruk sgt....Sayang Abah! Muah3...... :)

Kalau lah....

Ila nak sangat tulis sesuatu.........Tapi, tak tau nak start mcm ne..Nak cite mcm ne pun ila tak tau.....Kalau la hati bole cakap....Senangkan?? Tak payah nak pikir2... Tapi, kalau mase Ila ddk sorg2 dlm bilik @ tgh drive....Ade je idea nak tulis ape dlm blog...Tapi, bile da pandang PC.....Blurrrr......(Sbb tak pandai nak karang ayat kot....sbb tu pekse SPM BM saye tak dpt A!hehehehhe) Tapi, yang pasti.....Ila kene pujuk diri Ila sendiri.....Kene Kuat! Minum Milo banyak2....bagi Kuat! hehehehehe

Pesan utk diri Ila sendiri....bukan semua yang Ila nak, Ila akan dapat.....Ila kene ingat tau! Hmmm......minum MILO!!!! hehehehehe

Gamba...

STAD Reunion Photos (8th Feb 2009)

The Group (All In)

From Left : Zaza, Ila, Alan & Wan Chan (During the BBQ)

~Alan...ko mmg pening! Sakit perut aku gelak sbb ko! hehehe

From Left : Bintik (Ashraf...Ila da lupe name sebenar die ekceli!hehehe), Pak Tam, Ila & Mas
~ During Karaoke session. The boys, conquered the Mic! Menci je....hehehe

From Left : Ila, Mas & Intan
~ During Karaoke session. Sejuk....Sejuk..... ;p

Me & Umairah....(The most brutal girl mase kat STAD dulu...Merangkap bodyguard Ila mase form1 dulu..Sbb Jibam suke buli Ila!!!heheheh)

~ Umai....ko mmg tau...kawen tak ajak! Sedih tau..Dah ade baby pun ko ek...ehehehe

Reunion ~STADian 1997-2001~

Semalam....

8th February 2009 @Bayu Beach Resort PD

3.00p.m

Sekali lagik ade reunion sekolah lame Ila dulu(Sek.Men.Keb.Tunku Ampuan Durah,Sban). Ila? Excited?? Actually, I am not...Sbb ayu tak le ikut skali... (Die ade class sampai kul 6...Sampai ade yg tego Ila smlm..."Ko ni macam mati kutu je Norm,Ayu takde...." YES I AM!! hehehe). Jadinye, Ila dr Ampang, g ngan Incik Amat. Incik Amat tunggu kat Steven's corner..pegi nek Kenari Putih Incik Amat yg rock itu..hehehehe.....

Kali ni, Ila rase Incik Amat da tak speed mcm dulu... (kalo tidak..kecut2 perut nek kete ngan die! Pakej dok cucuh2 kete org lagik! adeh.....Tapi semalam, die sgt sopan!) Bagus2....Sampai kat S'ban, singgah kedai Nelayan Jibam..makan2 (yang penting free...oOO then 1st time Ila makan daging rusa!hehehe...pelik nye!) Lepak2...Then tggu Jibam amek kete Oren die... (Kereta yg sgt rock!! hehehehe) Pastu chow pegi Pd.... (Pergh...nek kete ngan Jibam??? sangat scary! Laju gile die bawak....da la bunyik kete die kuat! Siap ade letop2...Ila tak tau la nak panggil mcm ne....hehehe...Buat pening kepale Ila ddk kat seat blakang ~sbb berebut ngan Incik Amat la ni!~ Tapi....sangat3 laju die bawak! Kecut Perut.....Kalau eksiden...mmg tak idop kot...fuihh takut3..)

Kitorg sampai kat venue yg sepatutnye dlm kul 3.20p.m jugak....sampai2 je, ramai jugak la yg da sampai... Banyak karenah...Banyak yg da berubah....(Yg best nye, elok2 je Ila+Amat+Jibam sampai...bdk2 ni tego Amat ngan Jibam je...Pelik jugak nape depa tak tego Ila....Rupe2 nye...Bile da dekat ngan dorg...baru la Ila tau... "Lor....ko ke noma?? Aku igtkan tadi ko awek Jibam??!! Macam artis!" ahahahahah) Kemudian, salam2 + cium2...Ila makan! heheh. Tapi, Ila tak de luck semalam..lucky draw tak kene kat Ila pun ... :( (Ila rase mylife kurang lucky maybe?!) Plus....semalam, luar je nampak Ila happy...tapi kat dalam?? kacau sgt3.... Jadinye, sape2 yg ade ckp isu2 sensitip kat Ila...Ila leleh!hehehehe...sorry ye kawan-kawan....

Overall.....activity, just so-so je....mostly, depa tuka2 no phone...tanye kabar...tanye tgh buat ape skrg...snap photos...Yg suke buat lawak...still buat lawak....senak jugak la perut Ila gelak2 semalam ngan bdk2 nih.... Bile pk2 balik...nak dekat 8thn tak jumpe dorg....Sangat lame da tgglkan skolah yek?? Masing2 pun da lain sgt3! Yg da kawen..ade yg bawak baby....ade jugak yg da kawen, tapi tak nak ngaku da kawen! heheheh....saje nak join kiotrg yg single2 nih la....heheheh.Best!

Erm...progrem BBQ abes dlm kul 6:00p.m, tapi...depa nak sambung lepak2 kat Teluk Kemang pulak...yey! (Tapi, smlm...sian Ani,kete die tebenam kat dlm pasir pantai..Jadinye, bdk2 laki yg ade menunjukkan kegagahan masing2 utk angkat kete Ani dr terbenam!) hehehe..... Jadinye, sampai kat T.Kemang, dlm kul 7.00pm! Hah!! Elok.....Kami naik Banana Boat beramai2 (My first experience tau tu naik Banana Boat! RM10 per head...Okay la...).....Seronok!! Memang puas Ila jerit semalam! Lega! heehhehe

Then, sambung pulak dinner kat kedai Nelayan Jibam lagik skali kat sban....Syok! time ni makan ramai2...Tuka2 cerite..seronok la jugak...yg suke buat lawak...mmg senantiase buat lawak aje...sakit perut asik gelak je smlm! heheheh.....korg mmg best! Abes makan...dlm kul 11.00pm. Tapi, masing2 semua tak nak balik lagi... (sbb da lame tak jumpe..Yg letih pun tak nak ngaku letih...takkan nak balik je terus kan?) So, they came out with bowling plan...Venue? Seremban Parade.

Sampai je kat Seramban Parade (Walopon ade la 5,6 org yg tak join....Tapi, ade jugak Ila berjaya memujuk soh join jugak!heheheh....sbb arinikan cuti!) Amat cakap, Seremban Parade da nak mati da....Lor...ye ke?tekejut jugak la Ila dgr....dulu time skolah...Tempat ni, tmpt fevret ayu dating! heheheh (jgn marah ye kakak....hehehhe) Sampai kat bowling alley, perghh....lane penuh! ramai pulak tuh....Then, we came out with the idea to Karaoke!!! Yay.....yg ni Ila mmg sokong sgt2...sbb Bowling??mcm letih je....hehehhe

Karaoke session??? Awesome! Kami amek VIP room! (Ila pun tak penah masuk VIP Room....beso gile! Macam kat nite club je kat dlm tuh! Siap ngan projector Skrin lagi tuh....Tapi Mic?? Bagi 2 je? cet! ) hehehhe.....Tapi yg tak best nye...Budak laki conquered Mic!! Ish...Ila dapat nanyi sket2 je! Depa dok layan lagu rock kapak je....Ish! Tak best betoi! Gaye masing2 kat dlm tu...toksah cakap la! sakit perut gelak je! Yg perasan suare sedap pun ade....yg perasan pandai menari pun ade jugak! Lawak3....hehehhe.....Ila?? Banyak ddk kat sebelah Mas ngan Pak Tam je..Dlm tu sejuk sgt3...Statik! hehehehehe. Pukul 1 baru abes nyanyi! Syok3!!

Da siap2 salam semua org.....kami balik (Ila ngan Incik Amat). Ila ngantok sgt.....tapi, takkan nak bia Amat drive sorg2...da lambat2 ni....tak syok pulak bia die drive sorg2....Jadinye, Ila layankan aje die borak....(padehal....ape yg Ila borak ngan die semalam pun Ila da lupe! Ila mmg tak de kat situ Amat....sorry....) Dlm kul 2.00a.m, Ila sampai umah... (Dah tentu la mak ngan abah tak marah...sbb Ila mmg bagitau kat dorang Ila balik lambat smlm......Ila pun sebenanye tak budget balik kul 2...heheheh.Ingtkan lambat lagik!) Sampai umah....gosok gigi....cuci muke...tuka baju...tido! tak larat nak mandi la....letih! heheheh

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Dlm serunuk2 tuh, Ila ade jugak mcm kureng ngan sorg ni...so, dear...this is my advice for you:

"Remember where were u from......where were ur root.....U r not u R rite now if U dont Met Him! Please.....I rather loving u the way u were before than Now...Sorry, If I made "that Look" at you yesterday....Mereka tak nak dengar ur "megah" story all the time....We all know u r SUPER DAMN RICH Lady now!! U should know which the best dear....We just love u the way u were before more....Babe, please come back!"

Betapa - SO7

~Lyric by Sheila On 7, Sbb jiwa tengah kacau....Lagu ni consider as best layan mase ni! Ergh..!!!~

::. Betapa .::

Seminggu setelah kau pergi

teman silih berganti

menghiburku.....
berkata semua teratasi

dan terus sembunyi

di balik senyum palsuku dengar dirimu

tak sendiri lagi

betapa hancurnya

hati dan jiwaku

****

setahun setelah kau pergi

ku masih sembunyi

di balik senyum palsuku dengar dirimu

tak sendiri lagi
haaaaa……

betapa hancurnya

haaaaa …..

hati dan jiwaku
na na naaa aahh

tolong bantu aku

melewati semua

Komen Hati (Thx to Ayu)

Title of entry....Ila tiru Cik Ayu...."Komen Hati"


Elok! Memang sesuai sgt3 la dengan situasi sekarang ni!!!!


Q: "Wahai hati.....kamu nak komen ape2 tak???"
A: Hati sangat Serabut!!!! Jiwa kacau tahap GABAN!!!!



** How to full the life to the fullest??? **

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Kan best kalau kite sentiase menjadi kanak2 yg tak perlu memikirkan ape2 masalah yg mungkin terjadi pada masa depan......Erghh....Kenape kite perlu membesar? Hmmmm

Friday Blues

• Ila masih sakit PERUT!!!!! Susah nye jadik perempuan.....Tapi yang pelik nye bukan semua org yg sakit ek? Apesal la aku tergolong dgn mereka yg "sakit perut" ni??? heheheh.......Macam ade pintalan dlm perut! Erk...sakit3...

• Kereta, pending lagik nak p anta servis...da lebih 1000km... (Tak pe ke ek??) Asik tangguh2 je...Ingatkan nak g anta pagi td.. (Plan nak masuk opis lambat....) Tapi, pagi td bangun tido pun da lambat..men rembat je baju kurung yg tak payah gosok! heheheh....So, tak jadik la nak pegi workshop dgn berbaju kurung....Nnt tekejut pulak uncle..hehehehe....Erm...esok pagi la Ila g anta servis...

• Pagi td, org HQ ade call site. Mintak no plat kete Ila..Mungkin nak reserve parking la kot...Kalau kene pindah balik ke Uptown....Erm....Mintak2 la tak jumpe ngan bos tempat keje lame! IShhhh.....tak nak jumpe muke die!!! Tak nak!!

• Dalam dilema betol la....Ila sedang giat mencari kerja baru.....(Sbb contract Ila sampai bulan 5 je) Sato pun mcm tak de projek baru je....Sure sgt la kami-kami yg berpangkat kecil-kecilan (+ kurang pengalaman) ni tak akan dipandang pun....Harapan je la contract akan dilanjutkan yer....Erghh!!! Dengan current economic situation yg sgt2 teruk....Mcm ne yer?? Mak, pujuk ila keje ngan abah...tolong abah....serabut nye....

• Next 2 weeks, Ila ade pekse PTD lagik.... (Manjang attend exam je....tapi manjang fail! hehehe....Abah dah dok tetanye kat Mak da.."Apsal Ila tu tak lulus2??" Hahahaha.....die tak tau ke anak die ni tak study??hehehe) Ok, kali ni nye pekse....Ila tak kire! Ila nak try betol2..So, malam tadi....Saye berjaya mengorek buku2 lame...(Malaysia's Law yer kawan-kawan....Sbb Malaysian Jurisdiction System pun saye da lupe! Hierarchy of Courts pun da tak hengat!) ehehehe......Takpe....malam ni try bace balik.....

Math questions, fevret paper among the other papers la...hehehe....Tapi, math needs practice yer kawan-kawan....sbb penggunaan calculator..tak di benarkan...hehehe.Kalau tak prektis...Slow jugak Ila jawab!! Slow la Ila bab-bab mencongak nih...hehehe....OOhhh.....Ila nak list kan ape yg best nye kali ni nye pekse:

1. Shery the demok same pusat prekse ngan Ila....yey...Kami Bule meniru! hehehehe (Niat da tak bagus Ila...niat da tak bagus...hehehe)
2. Kali ni...Ila ade byk mase nak buat homework...Previous pekse, Ila tak sempat nak prepare ape pun...pegi kosong, balik pun kosong (Ni sbb nak jage ati mak ngan abah je yer....)
3. Sbb kan sekarang, keadaan kerja Ila yg tak beberapa nak elok sgt.....better Ila buat betoi2....tak kesah la jadi PTD ke x......asal keje gomen jer ler.....sbb umo saye da 25 thn ni....So i need SECURED job! Lantak la org nak kate ape pun......

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Geng...rindu nye kat kamu.....heheheheh

Another Taken Yesterday...But, I'm not feeling good today

Jiwa kacau nye......Benci!!!

Sakit belakang lagik...herm....


Semalam, ila pegi Seremban ngan Ayu....g tgk member skolah kawen..

Munira&Akhmar a.k.a kemang

Both of them cute....nnt kalau da ade gamba ila upload yek....Later Ila update...Sangat tak tahan sakit belakang ni...