Kosong

Perasan tak...Lately Streamyx connection macam hampeh?

For those yang pakai Streamyx lah yer.

Ntah ape problem ntah.

Kalau complain sure dapat feedback lambat.

Service low-rated la...

I dah sihat sekarang..Alhamdulillah...

Lame betul tak sihat badan.

Antibodi badan tak tegap menerima! ha ha ha

Sebenarnya banyak yang nak diceritakan.

I try my best lah.

Firstly, My mum totally disapproved if I have any intention to attend Itu wedding reception! Mak the best! Ila sayang Mak.

Secondly, I feel how bad I am for not working harder with Abah.

Thirdly, I am truly lonely. Seriously!

Most of them (my friends/closest friends) taken. Dah ade buah hati lah kan.

And the time spend together...lesser.

Should I or shouldn't I felt like that?

Tak baik kan?

My ex-schoolmate, try to match me with someone.

Then, I found myself can't go any further.

Really Mr. North and Miss South.

Tak boleh la...

Saya mahu Dokte juga!

Tak kire! macam lah cantik sangat

he he he

Dalam hati kini kosong.

Kalau la CAT scan tu boleh scan...

Sure machine tu pun terbakar tengok apa yang di'scan tu.

Dan Ila, kembali merapu.

He he he

Uhuk uhuk uhuk

I nak blogging...
Tapi rase macam tak berapa nak larat la...
Mungkin semalam banyak minum ais kot.
Batuk dah menjadi-jadi ni.
Selsema pun same...
Banyak I nak story mory.
Nnt lah, bile I dah okay, I'll blogging.
Updating my real good life.
Thank Allah.
Alhamdulillah...

Bila RM300 melayang

Wah..I demam lah 2 hari lepas.
Selsema pun masih berbaki lagi ni. huk huk huk.
Ini mesti penangan tengok wayang 2 hari berturut-turut ni.
Kes share air mungkin.
Or mungkin kes terkesima dengan kekacakkan sesorang?
Wah....sangat kacak kamu!
Tapi ingat yer....ini hanyalah statement perasan sahaja yer.
Ha ha ha

Or mungkin I demam terkejut mendapat khabar berita yang itu?
Nahh.....I don't care!

Isk isk isk....hidung tersumbat la.
Payah betul tau. Ini baru kene tarik 1.
Ish3...Alhamdulillah....
Semalam, walaupun demam berjaya kiranya I pergi buat lasik!
Ha ha ha.
Doctor tanye, nape I tak pergi clinic almost a year?
WT?? Gile hape....RM250/treatment
Then semalam, harga sudah naik RM50!
Terbang melayang lagi creadit card I!
RM300
Ha ha ha

When It's Really Over. Glad I am Fine.

Okay...I dunno how strong penangan the Nur Kasih to me. I addicted you..
Last Friday, as Nur Kasih finished. I tried to finished-up the pending works.
During it, I was blissful caused berangan lah if I am Nur
Then, plup..plup..plup! I received call from ITU! and...here I go again.
Shaky and cold hands.
Then....W.T.F.ire??! ha ha ha
Okay la...congrate la for my ex. He's getting married on Friday.
Okay. Kite stop. Kite bukak cerita lain.

Then, on Saturday I started feel weirdo inside.
Tapi I tak KUAT!
Ikut parent pergi rumah orang kahwin.
Then, I let my mum know the above ITU news. (comments censored)
I pergi open house my ex-U.
Even I stucked in jam! Bayangkan dari Ampang ke UK 1 hour stucked! hishh..
Totally fully-loaded the stomach.
Owh perut..I am sorry. he he he.
Do my work a bit while I found Jepun serang I.
Then go home. Mandi-mandi. Makan ubat, then Tido!
(Penuh tak jadual I?)

On Sunday.
I woke up, early bit. Compared to the susah mau tido last night.
I asked Mak shopping. Since I didnt have any plan anyhow.
And for the sake I dont want to staying home plus with buzzing mind.
We went to Jln TAR.
Mak borong habes...!!!Orang nak Depavali, kami pun sibuk jugak..ha ha ha
Uish....gagah Mak daku.
We bought kain pasang, tudung, and the most important is the wannabe-pengantin keronsang!!!
Yahooooooo! at last!
Dan dalam hati mula terdetik...
"Sesungguhnya, Mak I sayang I. Dia amat memahami dan mengerti kiranya hati anak nya sedang berduka"
uish....boleh keluar air mata tau..
Isk...isk....isk....

Dan officially, I dah totally over it.
and FYI, the reason why I am staying single is, I am afraid to face the ugly in a relationship.
Even somehow I do feel, If I did react like sh*t before takkan I tak de react liked the beauty of flower before ek? Confused I.
Even I tau I was not a perfect lover. But at least I know how to say I love him/her and appreciate whatever he/she done for me.
ITU....this is for you. Thank you for giving me the best book which are the best experience ever guided me as a good teacher. U taught me real meaning which I called it as a life. Thank you.

I pun kadang-kadang annoyed!

Aksi Macho Lan sewaktu gamba di ambil. Sungguh angkuh kamu. Ha ha

Okay, how am I going to start blogging.

Its been a long time huh since my last update?

I do mem-busy-kan myself dengan work loads from Abah and keep up my good work on learning process. Yes, I am crawling again. And now, I do want be the best. I do!

Unfulfillable intention updating the blog caused by work load? Must be good lah kan? Ha ha ha

I did passed here frequently, tapi...quite malas updating.

Oh..I did let go a good great opportunity offered to me before. Tapi, tak pe. Maybe the good things for future. Accept the good.

Past 2 days before, I've been hurt by someone. Tutur bicara dan ayat yang sangat menusuk! I benci tau..

Then tadi, I went to clinic some where in Uptown,PJ. Haiyoh...so damn bad luck. Clinic closed till monday! So bad luck of me.

Owh, my mum bebel again ask me why bought the bread. We have the very-easy-bread-maker but I do not know the measurement to make a nice homemade bread with it thou. He he he.

But, the to most important thing is, Mak masak masak gulai lemak cili api dengan dagig salai dan rebung! Ngammmm.......cayalah mak~