Guilty Yet Happy

I never ask MORE...

And WHY whenever I kind of getting it..somehow it wasn't mean for me.

For other whoever found it.

I envy for it.

Yes, I am guilty making it. Yet, I am happy.

Even it wouldn't last for long.

AGAIN!

Stomachache

Oh dear,

I've been neglecting this dear blog such long..long..time.

Shame on me. *shame on me *shame on me

(Trust me..there were way too much to share actually-Tapi takut emo sangat!)

Now. ..Stomachache...Yes. It is upsetting me! :(

Yup,

officially i turned 26yo on 26 July. But trust me..there was nothing special to share.

Melainkan kene pergi the other house and done the cleaning project!

I cut my thumb.. :(

OMG! such big mess!

Abah claimed, he liked bring along amah! ha ha ha.

But baby...I am trying my best to get new BB from Abah!

Yah...I am not Technology Updater...such lame!

And now I have to learn my very best about BB...sangat tak pandai..

Frankly, Abah...dengar lah rintihan hati...

Ila nak Iphone sebenarnya. Walaupun tak tau how does it works..tapi Iphone cun kan?? ;p

Saya akan berusaha untuk mempelajari BB!

Walaupun tak faham....saya akan cuba memahami bahasa IT. Oh man...he he

Love stories? Nah......

As told before.

Maybe I really wasn't destined to find my soul partner. I guess. :(

Tapi tak baik kan cakap macam tu.

Okay...I am looking but dear...but not searching!

Haih....

And to love someone was not returning your love..

Such a painful love huh......agree with me? :)

To pretend not to love him/her ....such unbearable pain kan?

Ya Allah.......kuat kan Iman!! :)

Skip on sad stories..... *jump *jump

Oh.

Ramadhan is coming up...

Next week! and..

I still owe 5 days...Haih...

Esok........Qada' Puasa!!!!!

I Perasan'kan Diri Sendiri

Okay. Sekarang ni I memang jiwa kacau. Sangat buduh pulak rasenye. Ye! I mengaku@!!

1. Sebabnya, tiba-tiba start dari kelmarin I've been waiting for someone to give a call. Which, he never at all. Dan I amat hampa. 2. I saw him just now and he's been acting like nothing happenned. 3. Ada rasa diri macam bodoh jugak sebab diperlakukan sebegitu. 4. Kesimpulannya, peringatan kepada diri sendiri jangan nak fikir yang bukan-bukan yer. JANGAN HARAP! 5. Saya terima kenyataan bahawa saya hanya PERASAN

Lantak la nak cakap ape. I lost control pulak. Sebenarnya I tak suka jadi macam ni. I mau jadi kebal. Sekebal Wonder Woman mungkin. Boleh?? ;p Malas mahu pikirin sudah. MALAS!

And please, saya sendiri amatlah tidak suka dengan perangai seperti ini dengan Perasan kan perasaan diri sendiri. Please Ila...please...don't u ever dare to do it again! EVER!

Dalam Hati Ada Taman

Vogue tak Title Blog??

Pasti la dalam hati ade taman....lihat....

TADA.....

ngeh ngeh ngeh....

*riak! sangat tak bagus!

Yea.......Happy...Happy.....

Yeah.......Abah bought this new mini lappy....

Opps, I am not very sure either it is officially mine..or his..

BTW, I made the conquer! ha ha ha

Oh this super MINI, RED, HOT bebeh, become a new toy for me...

Love it! Love it!

Then, since last week..

Abah's devoted planting program...

(at our sekangkang kera land)

mengeluarkan bunga....

Total 3 flowers bloomed!

Dragonfruit's flower...Nice kan? Cantik kan?

But...Syhh....I made 1 fall down! OMG..

Ho me got...ho mey got...

If Abah find out! Mati aku...

Okay2...Dalam otak ade reason....

Lan yang buat! Lan yang buat!! Ila tak tau pun....

hu hu hu

Where to find nice cotton fabrics?

Any ideas??

Nice, for me the prints.

The cute, nice prints and of course with good quality.

I have been to Gulati's and Yes, it's not there what I am looking for.

Online cotton fabrics shopping..seems interesting.

Yet, I am trying to do the REAL shopping.

I am preferred if it been touched. Ya.

The popping spots:

1. NAGOYA textile

2. KAMDAR

3. IKEA

4. SSF

p/s: the jolly apron sewing projects. 2 more to goes.

Ya.Busy Sangat.

It's been what.. Uhmm..for how long ya...Oh yes, 4 weeks (approximately lah)

Yes, I am morning jog NOW! ( Ya..sangat kurang percaya terhadap kemampuan diri.heh)

And YES! I am a morning person NOW!

*proud *proud *

*talking big *talking big*

Actually, the jogging idea arose accidently!

It appeared when my dad and my debab-brother were away to Terengganu and I took the morning shift to sent my mum over her friend's house somewhere in Ampang Hilir .

And when a brand new renovated Tasik Ampang Hilir keep passing by..(every early morning)

Okay..I admit I am not a morning type person.(Before)

So, it was kind of guilt-sinful proudly walking with fat-stuffed in me.

Haiyoh..ha ha

Phuff...the idea came out and "Mak..esok ila nak joging lah"

And...here I am still jogging. (sangat mahu riak. walaupun hanya banyak brisk walk sahaja!)

My very first day of jog..my little tiny toe nails blistered here and there! ha ha

*blame the shoe..blame the shoe.ha ha.

*nak kasut baru! *nak kasut baru!

Then I am dying to get a brand new sport shoe.(which hoping the jogging rythm speeder! ha ha.) What an excuse! ha ha ha

Yes of course..in affordable price please.

Eh, BATA outlet currently launching Sales. You should know lah..

Sebab, I grabbed one pair. In really affordable price. ha ha ha.

And I bought, just bought...a new cute toe-socks.

Okay..if you guys really can read my mind...

Yes..I hardly can't wait to jog with my brand new toe-socks.

(which my dad said " you can get the same thing with RM2.00 per pair if you bought the cheep fabric gloves and you stuffed it into your feet. Same thing ape!" ha ha)

p/s:

I hope. My hope.. I hope I can reduce my kilos. Been admired by Biggest Loser member. Wa tabik springggg with you guys~

Ini Anak Tiri ke?

Blog ini agak telah di anak tirikan untuk satu tempoh yang agak lama...

Updates akan menjelma....PASTI

We are addicted to SoyBean Milk

Yes...En.Ali's family getting addicted to homemade soybean milk.
The whole family...specially my Mak.
Then, how I know the only soybean milk machine is crying for being abused too much!
he he he

So, I the way to match the family addicted to soybean milk.
I am in the mood of learning How to make Taufu Fa.
Huyeah!

Ok.
My to-do-list for tomorrow is to get the taufu fa ingredients.
Then, I'll tell how it will turn out.
Yahoooo!

I wish

I wish I have someone which really can be talked too..

Without being such a judgmental

I wish I'll succeed in my life-time. Amin..

My family too.

I wish I am able to defensing myself whenever I have been fooled/attacked. Damn!

Caused been fooled and attacked such my routine now.

And PLEASE I do hate it.

I wish to All Chinese in Malaya...A Happy Chinese New Year..he he he

Oh..this is not the core subject of the entry actually! he he he

Cincin Kahwin

Pergh...

Title blog very unbearable...very the...he he he..

Bukannya ape, since last Saturday, I keep on hearing the same topic which were "kahwin" directly or indirectly..

Antara ayat-ayat Panas...

1) Kakak bila pulak mahu kahwin? Dah besar pun...

2) Suruh Boyfriend masuk minang...

3) Tunngu ape lagi kakak...

4) We all concern on you dear...You should find your soul mate babe..kesian kat kau..

5) Ko jangan jual sangat mahal la weh...(jual murah pun aku tak penah weh)

Bila lama tak jumpa je...ingat dah kahwin...

Asal tak jumpa lama.....

Sure ingat dah kawen...

Isk isk isk....

Bertuah nya badan kalau ada yang nak...ha ha ha.

Amin...doa2...he he

Ya Allah....

Sesungguhnya aku letih...nak jawab...he he he

Terkebil-kebil je mata ni ....

Mereka tak perasan ke?

Tak nampak ke tahitelinga ni dok leleh ja?

Seriously, mak dengan abah pun tak kesah..Benar!!

Abah...masih dok ingat I ni very the sweet 22y.o. he he...

Tengok terserlah ke'sweet'an I kan.. ;p

Mak...selalu pesan, jangan sebab nak kahwin sangat awak main tangkap muat je...

Kacak? handsome? belakang kira..

Bak kata mereka..."tak kenyang dek kacak/handsome nya laki awak tu nanti"

he he he...

Ei...kalau lah dapat yang kacak...mesti bertuah badan..

Sebab, I ni bukan nye kategori "sangat cantik" yer.

So, jangan nak berangan lebih...

Sampai isu I jog pagi-pagi pun menjadi bahan...

ho mey god...

I jog sebab badan ni dah gempal..

Jeans beli masa putus cinta ketika dulu...yang kini jadi fevret jeans..sudah ketat!
Hai yak....

Berat badan tahap serius!

That's y la I jog....

Bukan sebab I nak kahwin....

Sekarang ni....ape yang bakal dilakukan...

Surely di salah erti....

Huh...

Baik dalam hati 'Amin' kan saja...

Mane tau dapat jumpa soul mate plak kan...

hik hik hik...

GATAL ila!! Sungguh tak seswai..

Oh, ada yang bagi idea...

Suruh ngorat oarang pakai FB...Apakah??

Seperti zaman-zaman sekolah dulu pulak...

Oh ho....yang ni berat sikit...

Sangat berat...

Sebab saya ni kategori PEMALU...

hik hik hik

Bila Susah Baru Mau Carik Ya??

Mesti orang lain pun penah alami situasi macam begitu kan?

Bila senang buat-buat tak peduli...bila susah baru mau carik.

Sangat obvious kan?

Saya sendiri pun selalu terkena. Berkali-kali!
Kami pun selalu terkena.

Kalau di fikir-fikir kan sangat memang boleh makan hati ulam jantung.

Lagi di layan buat sakit hati..ibarat luka berdarah nanah gitu. he he he.

Kesimpulannya...

Mulai sekarang, saya akan cuba untuk menyenangkan diri sendiri dan menyusahkan diri sendiri tanpa perlu ambil tahu dan peduli orang lain.

YESS...

Sebab, rasanya seperti kerap benar diri ni kalau bila susah, susah mahu di tolongi..

Dan bila senang, seperti artis pulak layanan yang diterima. Walaupun sedar diri ini bukan lah artis.

Kan lagi elok lepas ni....biar aku dengan dunia aku..

Ha ha ha..

Lagi satu nak tambah...

Betul ke?

Dengan segulung ijazah yang ada,

tapi tak diguna pakai dengan sewajarnya aku digolongkan dengan orang yang rugi?

Rugi kah kalau tak mempraktikkan segala yang pernah belajar dulu?

Bukan tak pernah okay..PERNAH...tapi tak lama...he he he.

Pernah ke orang tau aku dulu kerja dok terkulat-kulat baring bawah meja beralas kan drawing bersaiz kan A1 sebagai cadar?

Diorang tak tahu...

Ha ha ha.....Walaupun semua tu cabaran liku berliku alam pekerjaan.BEST woo....

Siap tak mandi 1 hari stay di office.

Gaji installment...(ini memang rock kapak sikit)

Bos yang bila susah baru baik hati dan bila senang ujung bulan gaji buat dunno saje.

Tak pe...itu semua PENGALAMAN.

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PC Jual Murah

PC full set.

RM 50, Kasi jual lelong.

Complete dengan monitor, CPU, keyboard dan mouse.

Gambar sekadar hiasan sahaja.

Ini cerita lama...dulu punya..

Masa nak berhenti kerja kat tempat lama.

Saje nak ampu lah tu sebab dah tak mahu re-new employment contract. Cet!

Tapi kalau ikut kan hati tamak haloba nih, memang nak borong 2 atau 3 set.

Malang..tak boleh la pulak..Ade limitation pulak.

Saje nak dengki.

Walaupun cerita sudah agak basi. TETAP masih mahu update.

Nak hebohkan betapa bangga nya dapat beli PC dengan harga RM50 (full set)

Ini imej sebenar CPU yang dibeli dengan harga RM12.50/pc setiap satu

Tetapi sekarang ....

Sudah corrupt!

Hantar repair sudah mahu masuk 3 bulan da hingga kini tiada khabar berita!

Mode of Bloggy - Angin satu badan sebab dah lama sangat PC itu kene hantar repair.

Project Runaway

TADAA..

Here it is..

One of my so-called the weekend project/project runaway ha ha ha..

Which used to be one of my hobbies..the patchwork project..

Wey..Saya sangat berangan untuk diberikan bakat sebegitu Gah/Gagah untuk meng'qualified'kan diri sendiri dalam program sebegitu! Selalunya saya suka berangan nak jadi macam superb model / fashion designer!

Teringat pulak mase zaman sayatengah Hot, Bercinta. Huish..sampaikan sanggup jahit kan blanket untuk si dia tuh! Cewah..Patchwork Okay..

Jahit tangan tau..Dia ada satu, Saya pun ada satu. Konon-konon romantika di Tampoi la konon...Sangatlah...Ha ha ha

Hokeh..the Cupcakes Apron. Gabungan idea yang tak seberapa creative buat kawan sepeluk-sebantal masa belajar dulu.

Orang yang tak seberapa pandai menjahit ini telah mendapat another apron project to be done. This time, the owner of the apron wants a Giraffe on it.HuYeah..he he he.

Nota seorang perasan boleh jadi model :

My other project runaway... 100% completed!

Yay.. Finally, a pair of Baju Kurung Moden, 100% completed

A pair of Kurung Kedah, 100% Completed

A Blouse, 100% Completed

A Button Shirt, 100% Completed

Bangga nih...walaupun jahitan sangat herot-bengot dan mak saya sangat tak suka dengan hasilnya! hehe

Apron For Puan Ayu*

* Puan Ayu...Please comment dear...

upper view

Material : Cotton

Body Colour : Dark Brown

Lining Colour : Blue

1. measurement as per standard apron size.
2. mahu pocket ngak?
3. where do you wish to insert your cup-cake(s)? Upper or Lower?

Q:Kenapa saya sayang Mak dan Abah saya.

A: Sebab apa-apa pun saya nak buat, mereka merupakan supporter UTAMA! Walaupun kadang-kadang, bantahan akan kedengaran dari Mak. Abah..the best supporter. Buatlah ape pun..keluarkan lah idea ape-ape pun.Sure dia akan sokong 150%. Siap bagi pandangan lagi..

Oh..I really can't live without them both.


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Jumaat sudah menjelma.
Waktu lunch pun sudah menjelma.
Nasi belum masak lagi nih...Kalau Abah balik dalam masa terdekat...Habislah!

Ahad ni kami ada gathering for former contruction management so called building team.
Lokasinya...
Flaming Steamboat! (Yahooo...dah terbayang-bayang seafoods..udangs..ketam..yum..yum!)
Makan lagi...



Malangnya, benar! Tahun 2010 merupakan tahun say Good-bye to Udang and Ketam!
Serious!
Allergic-ness become worse nowadays.
Tapi, siapa tahan dengan godaan makanan syurga laut itu kan? Tsk tsk tsk...
Maka, BERSYUKUR lah pada barang sesiapa yang bisa makan seafood tanpa risau akan kesan sampingan!
Amat jealous tau..
Pernah ke korang makan seafood, then you'll end up like Alien?? Bengkak sane sini?
Saya pernah alami....ha ha ha...AZAB tau.

Oleh itu, memang saya akan berazam utuk CUBA meleraikan seafood(kecuali ikan) dalam my daily diet..InsyaAllah.

Mak, Abah jangan risau yer..Ila try tak nak bazirkan itu.

Terkedip-kedip je rase...
Kalau bukan seafood...steamboat ke ia??

Tak sabar sungguh nak tunggu hari Ahad.
Pergi makan steamboat.

Sabtu a.k.a Esok.
Mungkin akan ke Bukit Cerakah, Shah Alam.
Oho...I was there on 2005 if I am not mistaken.
The time when I was in deeply in love. Damn!
Ha ha ha..
Kalau menjadi, cuba menjadi se'fit mungkin!
Berbasikal di kawasan bukit amat adventure!
Ready!
Pumping jari sudah memadai sebagai persediaan awal! haha

YES

Year End Sale! (Lantak lah orang nak kate ape pun..walaupun da masuk tahun 2010)

Selamat Tahun Baru 2010.....

Yang penting....I masih lagi tak sempat nak melayan Y.E.S lagi tahun ni.
Mungkin kah kerna duit tak de? atau ...
Mungkinkah kerna tidak mempunyai transportation memandangkan kereta kesayangan ku semakin kurang aku dapat pegang stereng nya? atau...
Mungkin sejak kebelakangan ni ada sindrom malas mandi di pagi hari? MUNGKIN!
Ha ha ha.

Tapi, takpe...pujuk je hati...shopping itu membazir kan duit pada benda yang dah ada dalam almari atau koleksi! (yehaa....sedap kan hati)

Sebagai contoh yer..blouse?
Memang dah ada...memadai lah kalau sekadar nak putang-ulang bagi tempoh satu bulan pun da cukup...
Cuma alasan yang cukupp kuat untuk mendapat kan blouse baru buat masa kini ialah "Aku mahu blouse yang tak payah gosok..Senang nak keluar nak buat marketing!" Yeah....alasan orang PEMALAS! sangat bernas....yay...SYABAS..SYABAS... Yeah...walaupun almari da sendat dengan baju...

Jeans?
Memang dah lama mahu yang baru sebenarnya...
Memandangkan jeans fevret yang suka pakai hari ke hari semakin sendat jua..huk huk..
Tapi, bila dah jamu mata, selalunya jeans yang berjaya menangkap mata ni tertumpu pada design yang ukuran pinggang nya mesti 26"- 27''. Bila the same design goes to my size...automatic dah tak cantik....

Tudung? Memang malas nak tambah koleksi...sebab rase macam dah bertambuh sangat dalam peti rahsia tudung itu...seperti mahu jual! Boleh gak dapat duit! $ $ $ ha ha ha (Ada ke yang minat dengan tudung yang outdated?)

Kasut? yer.....ini yang saya mahu beli sebenarnya! need a pair (a spare actually) pump shoe lagi la..Really want it badly...

Digital camera....
Sadiskah?
Pada umur menjelang 26 (26 July) untuk tahun 2010 ni...saya masih tidak memperoleh sebarang kamera digital seperti teman-teman yang lain!
Ya!! Azam tahun 2010!! Aku mahu Brand New Digital Camera for myself! Senang nak update gamba kat blog kek saya...he he. Nampak sangat la I am not a gadget cautious type of person kan? ha ha ha.

Okay....happy new year all....
For 2010, I am not intend to make any new year resolution..
Sebab amat payah untuk memenuhi segala azam
Just enough for me, when my family(my parent precisely) stay in good shape, murah rezeki and be blessed by Allah all the years..Amin...

WT???

What the hell that I am thinking of...

(yes...the emotion disturbed!)
YES...I do annoyed sometimes.....
and YES I do angry to myself caused can't defense myself sometimes..

With work, family and friend..I do annoyed sometimes....I DO!Ergh...

Who does life without any problem right?
So do I... (-.-')

and sometimes, when I got a chance to release it all...a chance to blow it all out at loud...I do feel like relieved..

Wahh......very the emo....so unlike me...

Nasi Minyak V. Me

Ada Kenduri Kahwin lagi hari ni. (Lagi?! kali ini, classmate during college)

Mesti seronok dapat kahwin dengan orang yang kita sayang.. bestnye...

Tapi orang yang nak kahwin itu tahu tak yang 'orang yang belum kahwin' seperti I ini mempunyai dilema nak bawak "pasangan" seperti tertera di dalam kad jemputan? Huh

Kawan baik I, ada komitment.. (komitmen ape yer..he he he)
Then I blurred! Oh betapa tidak bagus nya aku asyik bergantung kepada kawan baikku kan? amat tidak bagus...Ish ish ish.

Jadi, saya ajak kawan lagi sorang. My the only close Chinese-boy friend. Temankan I yer. Nasib la ko..he he he.



Pergi cepat...balik cepat! Yeah..(dengan harapan tak terserempak dengan kawan-kawan kelas yang lain yang memungkinkan gosip liar! Sungguh saya tak suka.)

MNG Sales

It is still hot in my inbox...
The idea awesome and simple. Which it simply can save your shopping time A LOT.
Just arrange the intended amount in the card (with MNG stores) and make it as a present replacement. Herm..boleh kira same like credit card with limits. Those who are the MNG fans, ENJOY.

MANGO BIG SALE UP TO 50%

Discount up to 50%.
Uwee..I received this email yesterday actually. It does make me wonder, wonder and wonder. Should I, or shouldn't I (poket agak nipis buat masa sekarang ni)? He he he.
$$$ Ka-ching $$$
Ish....da terbayang-bayang bunyi cash-machine kat MNG stores ni. Ha ha



p/s: why I kept my old jeans aside huh?? OMG...Jeans...jeans..hik hik
Jemput datang ke MNG stores. ;p