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Perasan tak...Lately Streamyx connection macam hampeh?

For those yang pakai Streamyx lah yer.

Ntah ape problem ntah.

Kalau complain sure dapat feedback lambat.

Service low-rated la...

I dah sihat sekarang..Alhamdulillah...

Lame betul tak sihat badan.

Antibodi badan tak tegap menerima! ha ha ha

Sebenarnya banyak yang nak diceritakan.

I try my best lah.

Firstly, My mum totally disapproved if I have any intention to attend Itu wedding reception! Mak the best! Ila sayang Mak.

Secondly, I feel how bad I am for not working harder with Abah.

Thirdly, I am truly lonely. Seriously!

Most of them (my friends/closest friends) taken. Dah ade buah hati lah kan.

And the time spend together...lesser.

Should I or shouldn't I felt like that?

Tak baik kan?

My ex-schoolmate, try to match me with someone.

Then, I found myself can't go any further.

Really Mr. North and Miss South.

Tak boleh la...

Saya mahu Dokte juga!

Tak kire! macam lah cantik sangat

he he he

Dalam hati kini kosong.

Kalau la CAT scan tu boleh scan...

Sure machine tu pun terbakar tengok apa yang di'scan tu.

Dan Ila, kembali merapu.

He he he

Uhuk uhuk uhuk

I nak blogging...
Tapi rase macam tak berapa nak larat la...
Mungkin semalam banyak minum ais kot.
Batuk dah menjadi-jadi ni.
Selsema pun same...
Banyak I nak story mory.
Nnt lah, bile I dah okay, I'll blogging.
Updating my real good life.
Thank Allah.
Alhamdulillah...

Bila RM300 melayang

Wah..I demam lah 2 hari lepas.
Selsema pun masih berbaki lagi ni. huk huk huk.
Ini mesti penangan tengok wayang 2 hari berturut-turut ni.
Kes share air mungkin.
Or mungkin kes terkesima dengan kekacakkan sesorang?
Wah....sangat kacak kamu!
Tapi ingat yer....ini hanyalah statement perasan sahaja yer.
Ha ha ha

Or mungkin I demam terkejut mendapat khabar berita yang itu?
Nahh.....I don't care!

Isk isk isk....hidung tersumbat la.
Payah betul tau. Ini baru kene tarik 1.
Ish3...Alhamdulillah....
Semalam, walaupun demam berjaya kiranya I pergi buat lasik!
Ha ha ha.
Doctor tanye, nape I tak pergi clinic almost a year?
WT?? Gile hape....RM250/treatment
Then semalam, harga sudah naik RM50!
Terbang melayang lagi creadit card I!
RM300
Ha ha ha

When It's Really Over. Glad I am Fine.

Okay...I dunno how strong penangan the Nur Kasih to me. I addicted you..
Last Friday, as Nur Kasih finished. I tried to finished-up the pending works.
During it, I was blissful caused berangan lah if I am Nur
Then, plup..plup..plup! I received call from ITU! and...here I go again.
Shaky and cold hands.
Then....W.T.F.ire??! ha ha ha
Okay la...congrate la for my ex. He's getting married on Friday.
Okay. Kite stop. Kite bukak cerita lain.

Then, on Saturday I started feel weirdo inside.
Tapi I tak KUAT!
Ikut parent pergi rumah orang kahwin.
Then, I let my mum know the above ITU news. (comments censored)
I pergi open house my ex-U.
Even I stucked in jam! Bayangkan dari Ampang ke UK 1 hour stucked! hishh..
Totally fully-loaded the stomach.
Owh perut..I am sorry. he he he.
Do my work a bit while I found Jepun serang I.
Then go home. Mandi-mandi. Makan ubat, then Tido!
(Penuh tak jadual I?)

On Sunday.
I woke up, early bit. Compared to the susah mau tido last night.
I asked Mak shopping. Since I didnt have any plan anyhow.
And for the sake I dont want to staying home plus with buzzing mind.
We went to Jln TAR.
Mak borong habes...!!!Orang nak Depavali, kami pun sibuk jugak..ha ha ha
Uish....gagah Mak daku.
We bought kain pasang, tudung, and the most important is the wannabe-pengantin keronsang!!!
Yahooooooo! at last!
Dan dalam hati mula terdetik...
"Sesungguhnya, Mak I sayang I. Dia amat memahami dan mengerti kiranya hati anak nya sedang berduka"
uish....boleh keluar air mata tau..
Isk...isk....isk....

Dan officially, I dah totally over it.
and FYI, the reason why I am staying single is, I am afraid to face the ugly in a relationship.
Even somehow I do feel, If I did react like sh*t before takkan I tak de react liked the beauty of flower before ek? Confused I.
Even I tau I was not a perfect lover. But at least I know how to say I love him/her and appreciate whatever he/she done for me.
ITU....this is for you. Thank you for giving me the best book which are the best experience ever guided me as a good teacher. U taught me real meaning which I called it as a life. Thank you.

I pun kadang-kadang annoyed!

Aksi Macho Lan sewaktu gamba di ambil. Sungguh angkuh kamu. Ha ha

Okay, how am I going to start blogging.

Its been a long time huh since my last update?

I do mem-busy-kan myself dengan work loads from Abah and keep up my good work on learning process. Yes, I am crawling again. And now, I do want be the best. I do!

Unfulfillable intention updating the blog caused by work load? Must be good lah kan? Ha ha ha

I did passed here frequently, tapi...quite malas updating.

Oh..I did let go a good great opportunity offered to me before. Tapi, tak pe. Maybe the good things for future. Accept the good.

Past 2 days before, I've been hurt by someone. Tutur bicara dan ayat yang sangat menusuk! I benci tau..

Then tadi, I went to clinic some where in Uptown,PJ. Haiyoh...so damn bad luck. Clinic closed till monday! So bad luck of me.

Owh, my mum bebel again ask me why bought the bread. We have the very-easy-bread-maker but I do not know the measurement to make a nice homemade bread with it thou. He he he.

But, the to most important thing is, Mak masak masak gulai lemak cili api dengan dagig salai dan rebung! Ngammmm.......cayalah mak~

New Handbag For Sale

Brand : MNG / MANGO (link)
Condition : NEW with Tag
Colour : Dark Brown
Size : 35cm(L) x 25cm(W) approx.
Price : RM95 (nego) special price

Description :
Brand new. Come with add-on of took-off string. Nice design. No defectiveness. Still in good shape.

Di Hari Raya

Kiranya masih tak terlambat kiranya kalau nak mohon maaf kan?

Buat teman yang teramat sayang, I minta maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki.

Buat kawan-kawan @ orang perseorangan yang pernah sakitkan hati I, I ampunkan.

Buat orang yang pernah sakitkan hati ni, I maafkan tapi kurang ikhlas. He he he

Sekarang I punya masa untuk diri. Yay.

Oh...kalau ada sesiapa yang berminat untuk membeli handbag (Brand NEW MNG), roger me.

Follow the link ya. Tq.

Say NO to Orthopaedic!

Hey .....

Totally forgot!

I lupa nak mention. I have discharged from Ortho la last August.
dah bagi tau ke belum hah? Lupe la pulak

Doctor said, I am old strong enough. He he he.

The potential it tend to bend might be lower to those younger than me.

Okay. I take it as a great news.

Tapi....itu bukan bermakna I sihat.

Sakit tetap ada.

Ia tetap akan begitu sepanjang hayat. Mungkin akan bend 1[deg] per year? Mungkin.. Hanya Allah yang tahu.

Saya Mahu Sihat

Kaki Patah.

Okay.

I have been neglected the other blog of mine for so long.

REALLY!

Tiba-tiba jer rase blog I yang tak sberapa glamer itu glamer.

Tapi tahukah you all, hati ni meronta-ronta nak check setiap inci email & reply all the queries?

Sesungguh nya daku amat letih.

Mungkin berbaloi untuk letih sekarang? Tapi....BERBALOIKAH?

Harap-harap.

I had scolded by Nigerian just now! W.T.Face?? I even can't get a chance to explain the situation.

Ergh! Geram I tau.

Hey man you should try to listen what am I going to explain lah..Jangan la main hentam jer! Even you are WRONG!

Tadi sampai rumah pun dah mid-nite. Closing dah lama, tapi banyak orang tempah hamper. Hu hu hu. Tapi tak baik mengeluh kalau ia mendatangkan rezeki kan? Haishh..

I tak rasa seperti mahu mandi. Bolehkah? Pasti boleh...He he he.

Sampai saja rumah. I've been greed by a super great news. We got the PO! Yay....Alhamdullilah.

Episod baju kebaya tidak berkerunsang daku. Perjalannya masih jauh. PASTI! Ha ha ha

Berbuka Dengan Kanak-Kanak Riang

Location : Kelab Golf Perkhidmatan Awam

Date : 06/09/09

Sub : Diari Ramadhan Ila

Bila Geng kiut miut Gagak Hitam berpadu maka terjadi lah aksi-aksi melampau seperti berikut:

Kanak-kanak yang tidak kenal erti jemu mata orang lain memandang dengan Pose istimewa.

Walaupun tukang ambil gambar mengalami serangan parkinson kekenyangan, namun masih jua gagah mengambil gamba kami yang kiut-miut ini.

Setelah mengalami sindrom kanak-kanak riang setelah disatukan kembali buat sekian lamanya.

Haihh..bila lah nak matang kalau macam ni? Ha ha ha.

Overall, foods was okay macam tak puas hati dengan kadar bayaran RM46.20 itu.

He he he.

Eventhough the so-called "famous" pasta's section kind of the MOST HOT section but it still didn't get my attention at all. Saltish loh and I think I can make it better @Home sooo perasan of me.

So far the only section which I can quote it as THE BEST SECTION BERBUAKA PUASA @KGPA is ROJAK BUAH SECTION! The Kuah Rojak was Awesome! Ha ha ha. Sungguh tidak berbaloi for me untuk berbuka puasa ala buffet at such of that kind of place huh?? For me..the quote is for me yang tidak berkemampuan.Sila lah hulurkan bantuan ringankan bebanan.

I had Berbuka Puasa at Nalili's Corner @Sentul last few weeks back with the most Lovely friends of mine.And I would say the RM30 per pax for Berbuka Puasa @Naili's much valued for my money. Trust me. Since the foods was fantastics, the environment (air) was outstanding and the services were magnificent. But, beware for 'something' might the be seat and dine together with you guys..Ha ha ha.

Niat terpesong

Pernah tak korang ada mengalami situasi begini.
Niat on PC/Lappy bagi yang berkemampuan nak search info.
Tapi, bila dah online niat atau tujuan utama untuk online tadi sudah lari lintang-pukang?
Ha..Jika anda mengalami situasi ini, situasi yang sama sering-kali terjadi kepadaku!
Haih...TAK PAHAM!

Ntah kenapa nak merapu pasal ni pun I tak tau. Ha ha.
Okeh, sebenarnya nak search Map ke KGPA, Bukit Kiara.
I rasa I tau tempat nih.
Dekat dengan site lama.

I benci tau

I benci tau.
Bila tidur malam I diganggu dengan mimpi kehadiran Itu.
I tak suka.

Sebab nanti mase mimpi I rase "Ee..indahnya hidup"
Tapi lepas bangun tidur I rase "Ei..nape la Itu pulak masuk dalam mimpi ni"
Dan dada I sure berlari dengan kencang.
Sebab itu I tak suke.
Nanti I teringat-teringat.
Sebab I tak nak ingat pasal Itu lagi. Kalau boleh.
I fobia you.
I tak nak jadi lembik-lembik macam dulu lagi.
I tau I kuat dan perasan lagi
He He He

Hari Gembira Sedunia

:)

Gembiranya...

Sambil Loncat-loncat.

Saya happy sangat.

Senyum sorang-sorang.

Semalam ada orang offer I with something.

Un-expected offer. REALLY.

Mintak-mintaklah semuanya OK.

Orang itu boleh dipercayai. Harap-Harap.

Ingat tau "Kalau kita tipu orang kita dosa"

"Buat kerja kena amanah,jujur & yang paling penting jangan marah-marah"

Ingat tu Ila...

Mak dan Abah pun SOKONG 100%.

Itu yang I sayang parent I.

Mereka selalu sokong dengan apa yang anak-anak mereka nak buat.

Tak kira la idea anak-anak mereka kadang-kadang outside the boundary.

Mereka tetap sokong!

Saya mesti pilih!!

He he he

Dan saya ingin sambung menyanyi lagi.

Try Check-it Either u R Chick or Dude

I gatal-gatal main quiz ni. First try, result as "You gave 3/5 "dude" answers."

HaHahA. Apakah maknanya??

At last, I berjaya mendapat "chick" result.

Saya bangga HAPPY.

I tau I pandai

Heh heh heh.

Tajuk macam puji diri sendiri yang tak boleh blahpernah dipuji.

Taddaaa...

Akhirnya berjaya juga nak mencantikkan update layout ku.

Comel tak?

Pagi tadi I dapat sms dari Puan Ayu, dia suruh check satu Blog ni (kawan dia).

Dia ajar how to change the templates la.

Tapi sebelum tu dia pernah cakap Layout I sebelum ni amat BURUK. Ha ha ha

Ku Akuinya. Memang skema dan BURUKS.

He he he saya kan tak pandai...Sebab tu pemilihan layout default yang tak cantik itu.

Sebenarnya, dah berkali-kali cubaan untuk mencantikkan blog ini GAGAL.

Thank you Nyah...

he he he

Ini first time pakai 3-columns layout. So, might be serabut sikit. Tapi masih boleh dibacakan?kan?kan?

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Semalam, saya pergi berbuka di rumah ex-colleuge. BBQ.

SEDAP!

Ada sotong, udang, ikan, sausages, mashed-potatoes, cakes, kek coklat saya yang sangat HOT dan laku, fried rice (Ayu MASAK dan SEDAP), Iced Sirap & Orange slices for desert. (Harap-harap tak ada Menu yang tertinggal)

Sebab nak puaskan hati jugak kerana bangga haishh.

Kasi Upload juga gamba Kek HOT ini. Konsep Simple-Pakai-Buang balut pakai aluminium foil. He he he

Thank you Organisor.

Murah je bayar tau for the nice BBQ berbuka. RM15.00

DAN

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Hari ini muka saya penuh dengan jerawat manis.

Bukan salah saya yer. Ini salah SEAFOOD itu. HAHA

Akan ku Lumurkan segala ubat demi intuk tampak menarik pada hari Ahad ni.

Uhuu..Sangat TERUJA.

Layout Kembali

Seperti mahu tukar layout lah....Menyampah pulak tengok layout sekarang ni...

macam orang dah matang sangat lah...

ha ha ha

later...when ever I am free.I'll do it.

The LayOut

Err....rase macam buruk pulak layout ni kan? kan? kan?

Mula-mula ingat nak tuka LayOut yang agak gempak-gempak. Tapi tak tahu berjaya. Ha ha ha. Maklumlah, buta IT.

Macam orang matang professional punye blog je kan?? ha ha ha

Tidur Itu Enak

Rasa susah tidur lagi. Ini bukan sebab masalah yang menimpa. Bukan sebab entry sebelum ini. Tiada kait-mengait pun. Sumpah!

Tak sabarnya nak berbuka puasa dengan rakan-rakan se'Universiti dulu. Susah juga yer nak cari tempat berbuka puasa ni. (Mestilah, nak makan best tapi tak mahu keluar duit lebih) Huhu. Bukannya apa, bayang kan yer, esok berbuka dengan geng gagak hitam a.k.a kawan yang teramat sedap berkawan di Naili's Sentul. Selasa depan dengan ex-colleuge dengan berkonsepkan parti-berbuka-puasa-di-tepi-kolam.Wow MENARIK. Ahad (6.9.09) berbuka dengan rakan sekelas seUni di Kelab Golf Pertahanan Awam. Penuh tak jadual berbuka daku? ha ha ha.

Tadi sempat ke bank untuk dapat kan kad chery. Kene bayar OK RM20. Haha Mati-mati ingat FOC!. Ramainya orang tak payah la bayangkan. Penat menunggu. Sempat juga pergi ke kedai beli manik. Ingat nak mulakan operasi menghiasi baju kurung dengan manik-manik nan indah. Nampak gayanya tak tahu la bila project jahit manik ni akan start. (Asyik tido sajer) Sure Raya nanti bajuku paling mengerlip-ngerlip. WOW. Kecoh la kampung nanti.Haha.

Ohh..saya mengalami gejala tak jaga pemakanan! Akibatnya, jerawat manis banyak pula kat muka ni! Aduh. SAYA BARU BERANGAN TAK MAHU LASIK MUKA TAHUN INI. Coba coba untuk me'control pemakanan supaya duit tidak akan melebur dengan lebih banyak lagi.

Aku dan Kau

Sentap!

Itu: "Em..lagi satu, kalau boleh la. Kalau boleh kite teruskan dengan 'aku' 'kau' je la. Selesa sikit nak sembang dengan ko"

Ini: "Erm...ha ha ha. It doesn't mean anything. Jangan risau"

(Yer, saya gelarkan I and You) Tettt!! bodohkah aku? bodohkah?

Yes! for the first time (after 3years) Itu starts the conversation (YM sahaja..ape kelas?he he he. So jangan perasan). Saya seperti dulu, masih gelarkan Itu 'you' dan Ini 'I'. Tak salah kan?? Serious, it really doesn't means anything!. Tapi.... he he he.

Sebenarnya niat online malam ni cuma nak update facebook dan my other blog. Plus, swim into the internet!. Tapi tak pe lah..nak marah buat ape kan? Tak de makna dah pun. Atau mungkin...? Ahh....Takkan lah! Jangan ingat...jangan ingat!

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Semalam, berbuka saya berbuka di rumah kawan saya! Hu yeah...dia masak! Meaning home cooks? Yerp. Menu, Chineese cuisine. Pergh..macam dah terbayang-bayang jer sup sirip ikan yu kan? Padahal...simple dishes je. Yet, awesome. (Shery, kamu pandai masak!Sedap...he he he) See yah girls, the forwarded sms a.k.a the menu:

Appetizer :

Murtabak Ayam (ini beli kat Bazaar Ramadhan sebalah Maybank saje.he he he)

Main Course:

1. Rice

2. Cantonese Chicken Soup

3. Oyster Mushrooms w. carrots

4. Beancurd with soy sauce

5. Fried egg

Desert:

Watermelon with Nata de Coco

Drinks:

Chilled Lychee drinks

pstt...your apartment so damn nice dear!

On the way back to Ampang (together with Ayu & a friend of her), we stopped to shop at Downtown, Cheras. Guess what all..I never been there before. Semalam first time! Ha ha ha. To cut it shorts, the layout there much neader than uptown, Danau. Variety of choices..and I myself bought 3 new shirts (in good quality) for RM10 each. Okay lah...nice. Definitely will come again! Alhamdullilah sebab hujan je malam semalam, kalau tak memang borong lagi! Ha ha ha.

Ouh. My scoliosis? Lama tak update. Last week, I did my regular X-Ray and check-up. Finnaly, I discharged!. Doctor said I don't need the monitoring anymore. Since I am already 25years old (muda lagi yer), and my bone should be strong enough to hold as it is. Tapi, the slight curve mungkin akan jadi. The potential to increase the bending curve only 1 deg/year (this is based on my own observation). Last year it was 36deg, then latest is 37 deg. Lebih kurang lah kan? He told me I can live liked other normal women, I can get pregnant (but, the extra back-pain?? still have to bear lah..what to do kan.) and I don't have to come again unless I feel unconfortable with my back bone. Ape-ape pun, Alhamdulillah..

Diari Ramadhan Ila

Hari ni genap hari ke-4 umat Islam berpuasa. (Alhamdulillah....saya masih penuh puasa!) he he he

Tadi, berbuka puasa dengan menu yang sangat-sangat simple. Mak goreng ayam (ala-ala KFC) , sup ayam, karipap inti ikan dan air teh halia! Sedap.... Oh...semalam mak ade buat kuih bom version orang pantai timur(inti ikan dan kelapa). Sedap...tapi Mak memang jarang buat kuih ni...memang betul kuih ni akan kadang-kadang meletup-letup masa goreng. Best!!

Okay, on last Sunday I did attend the tailoring class. Cuma, schedule nya di anjak kan ke waktu pagi. Masih lagi slow progress. Masih lagi fasa baju kurung moden. Dengan kain (kipas belakang) 90% completed!

Hati ini sangat marah dekat Lan...nape la ko g buat keje kat belakang sliding door tu?? adoi hai sayang....sian Lan kene pukul....he he he. Dia tengah memberontak tu. Tengah menyorok kat tepi pasu Mak.

Ingat tak saya kata mahu meningkatkan productivity dalam company? Erm...hasilnya masih lagi samar-samar! Susah kan berkerja sendiri. Kalau silap langkah...kerja yang dikejar mesti tak dapat! Saya akan berusaha!!!! he he he